Whenever I see my mom wear something a little slutty, I imagine her panties and bra covered in a bull's semen. Anyone else?

I can imagine what she looked like after she had been to one of the gangbangs she undoubtedly attended when she was younger, i don't know if it was in private or at a party, but she would leaving me at a sleepover with people who treated me poorly, back then i didn't understand why she thought we would get along, i always told her i didn't like them, now i think she just insisted on it because she enjoyed knowing i was suffering while she was receiving large amounts of pleasure