I wish I knew this forum before so I could have many advices from you guys and I would feel much more self-confident about my will to have stranger to use my mommy.

Sometimes, I wish I could go back in time and helping my mom to divorce my dad and help her go black.

I had so many bullies. I always been so weak and submissive. They so often insulted my mom. If only I knew this forum, I would maybe tried to plan a meeting with them and my mom. Who knows what could have happened.

I feel so many regrets