I don't know if anyone else feels this way but the taboo makes it so much better for me. Every time she hugs me I wonder how she would feel if she knew I had jerked off with countless guys on the internet to the thought of her getting fucked. Stolen her thongs. Taken pictures of her for guys to make deep fakes with. Not going to lie, it makes me feel guilty often, but that same guilt makes me cum so hard. The taboo of it. And anyway, it's my slut mother's fault I have this fetish anyway haha.