Never knew my mother, and when I imagine these situations I am more of a third party observer. I like the son being hurt, I like the mom being very sexual with someone she shouldn't be sexual with (due to age, and rivalry with her son). Basically I've been reading erotica since the 90s now and there's just...so much mom/son incest porn, and it's so basic. "My mom is really hot, I never really noticed over the summer, but she (describes ridiculously hot woman). I'm just an average guy, 6'1", captain of the football team. My dick is nothing special, 8 inches soft. I've lusted over her but know it's just a wet dream. Next scene: OMG my mom saw me jerking off. Next scene: Well she doesn't care that she's wiped my ass and is married to my dad, turns out all she needed to see was a big cock so now I have sex with my mom all the time." I've read so many I've kinda grown to hate them. A lot of these stories, the bully/son stories, at least have some turmoil in them. Even if it's not from the mom, it's from the son. There's some depth there, and wild ideas. I get that some people like to pretend its their mom, or want it to happen to their mom, I don't really understand it, I imagine they're younger perhaps still living with their mom and dealing with bullies and it's just some experiment, the downing of an important figure in their life.
No not real people, just fantasies. I'd like to write some stories, I had ideas too, but they're not based on anyone real.
I'd probably feel like that was fucked up.
No but I'm the possessive sort.