You are more than this, We can free ourselves from these demons if we want to.
Would you want the girl you like to find out about this? Or your friends? Or even your mom? Of course not, because it's not normal, it's weird, and it's fucked up and you know it very well.
But don't be scared, this is not you, you can leave this behind very easily if you try to find out why do you like this, accept this fucked up part of your mind and destroy it.
I want you to rise, I want you to live a healthy and happy life and you can only do that if you kill these demons. This pague is created for our demons to interact and feed each other, you have the choice to let them grow or kill them.
You are beautiful, and your mom is beautiful too and you know that she doesn't deserve this, you want to be a good son and a great human being, it's never to late to become what you really are, don't let these shit accept that lame life, you can rise and become someone better.
My dad used to hit my mom, I think that's the reason why I grew up with this shit. Now I'm 22 and I can finally say I defeat it and now I'm free.
If you delete this, you are evil and you will keep somebody to save his own life, please, we all share the same issue, let's stop helping each other to destroy ourselves.
It's time to be free my brother, I love you. Now get the fuck out of here and go tell tour mom that you love her.
Bye.