Actually yes.

I had several videos of her changing clothes and fooling around with guys but rather than use them or keep them around I decided to delete all of them. The main reason was that I couldn't risk anyone ever finding it or having to take my computer for a shop and thus, having it fall into someone else's hands. It was easy. When I was in my mid teens, my mother gave me a digital camera which I used for a bunch of things. One of the things I learned to do was to "set" it in places where most people couldn't. For better recording angles or to catch people off guard, that kind of thing. For instance, I learned how to stick the camera on ceilings pointing downward. You'd be surprised how few people noticed it.  Anyway, I had a bunch of footage but it's gone now. I didn't even watch almost any of it out of fear. I was young & stupid so having it around felt like a ticking time bomb, etc.  I don't really regret it. The risk was just too extreme and it would have eventually leaked for sure.

Elliot was never bullied. People found him weird at worst. He just bullied himself.

While I generally agree, you must understand that the term "bully" has been grossly devalued. In the past it meant getting beaten, robbed, humiliated and sabotaged on a regular basis by one or more people that you were unable to properly defend yourself from.

These days, if someone doesn't like someone else and actively avoids interaction, that is considered a form of 'bullying'. Yeah that's retarded but by the modern definition, Elliot Rodger was definitely 'bullied'. A lot even.

there was a period when my mother advertised underwear for a store

Nice. If you have anything saved, this would be the time.

My mother also did modeling a few times but it was for women's office suits. In other words, pretty lame.

Mom had me in her late teens and took care of herself so she was a MILF before MILFs were even a thing. My mother divorced my father when I was 6 so I was raised only by her.

In any case, I was completely oblivious of this type of thing  because I just assumed that's what women normally looked like. As a kid when other guys would tell me she was hot I genuinely believed all guys got told that.   Started  puberty and came to realize how wrong I was. It didn't help that although she was a straight arrow most of the time, she liked booze and couldn't handle herself after some drinks.

My weirdest fantasy is wanting to travel back in time and re-do my life.

It's not that I didn't know what I wanted or how to get it, but rather, I wanted to be a "responsible person" and not be like "everyone else". Huge mistake. I could have easily set something up for someone else or taken it for myself. I wouldn't even have been blamed for it since when I had these chances, I  was always surrounded by drunk adults or at least  late teens while I was a pre-teen, up to my mid teens. They were supposed to be taking care of me not the other way around. Anyway I stopped going as soon as I was an adult and had the right to refuse and I regret the things I didn't do when I did. It would be so sweet to get another chance. I don't want to bore you guys so basically that's it.

If it's obscure and forgotten, I wouldn't care.

If it gets found out and passed around , that would be different.

Way ahead of you fam. He does good work and actually finishes products he announces unlike a lot of others. He is also good about keeping his patrons updated on advances as well.

I'm surprised that none have mixed sons.

I recall a couple of years ago, I don't remember where,  I saw a statistic that showed that most women but especially white women, were interested in potentially having a sexual encounter with a black man over men of any other race different from theirs. The other races had very low numbers, it wasn't even close.

However, among the many statistics one of them showed that women of all races seemed to overwhelmingly prefer white men for relationships and for having children. No qualifier. It seemed that although white women were DTF with black  men, relationships and children were basically out of the question with a very low amount of white women considering it at all. If I recall this was significantly worse for women of other races, including black women if they could help it.

I'm going off of memory and it was a very long time ago, but I'm fairly confident that this still holds up. This would explain why even prostitutes follow the trend.