Oh wow, this is really amazing!
 
Absolutely love the fact that you are lucky enough to have discovered this powerful fetish at 16, and I also find it very interesting that you are only 3 months in - in fact, I have a bunch of questions for you if you don't mind, because your situation (in regard to your age, living situation) is super fascinating to me and on top of that everything is still so fresh and present for you, so it's much easier to get a raw, authentic insight.

1. How did you get into this fetish? Was it a slow gradual thing (through stories, hentai, porn etc.) or did you suddenly stumble across this site?

2. How did it feel the first time you discovered the true hardcore mother-son-cuckold thing? The first time you  actually pictured your own mother getting fucked, maybe even in front of you? Did it shock you? Was it hard to accept and embrace your feelings as a cuckson or did it immediately click for you?

I got into it with a very interesting/weird way(i don't think my fetish is exactly as the site's name, its related), I know an acquaintance few years older than me (he's not a bully i just know him from my childhood where i used to play with lots of other kids of varied ages). So one day he gives me a lift to my school (i didn't even knew he went to my school) and the next day or so i had a vivid dream where i dreamed my mom naked trying to shyly go into this guy's room, smiling and happy and the guy is naked too so they prolly bang but my dream ends with the closed door .

Now after this i was very shocked and shocking for me who had this weird outlook on sex that (incest, adultery, etc) is okay and if they want to have sex let them have it. It's my moms choice and the other guy agrees with it i have no problems here except for my dad but that's for mom to deal with, so this took like 4-5 days to sink in i think, i was also kind of disgusted at myself for the first 2 days. I found this site after a bit of searching, first i came across a caption gallery on luscious.net, then found the subreddits and found this site from there.

3. Did you have (even vague) thoughts/feelings of this nature before? Or were you completely surprised by yourself being turned on by this?

None before the dream i was completely surprised by myself, the dream was probably not some magical thing, now that i think about it the dude kind of looked like a guy i hated in middle school, he never bullied me lots of other people did and i did them in return but he was kind of too proud and arrogant or maybe i was just trying to make him the bad guy i hated to blow off some steam. i was also thinking a lot about "i did your mom" probably combined these two.

4. Do you think about specific friends, classmates, teacher, maybe even bullies fucking your mom? I find this especially interesting, considering many erotica stories of this nature are set in an (high) school environment, so it must be unavoidable to picture yourself in those scenarios since that’s your daily environment.

i do think of specific friends and classmates and just acquaintances who have that kind of personality(not bully) which i think would go well with someone who is having sex with my mom. Now since i know these people well i can't imagine them very freely as i could with a random acquaintance with whom i have minimal interaction. but bully is different thing, firstly i can't call a lot many my bully since everyone from my school used to pick on each other so i don't have a particular guy who would bully me. same is the case with teachers and lots of people in my hs is that they have a personality/view of them which no one would try to break and stay in the image they have made of themselves and this is the main reason i can't imagine them doing something like this. since i can't so i don't imagine most of them hence its easy to manage my real life and fetishes. Also i like it to be more realistic so usually i imagine some adult who knows his way around. so I think i am kind of a bad fit here since its specifically bullies but i haven't found anything like it in my searches this is the closest.

5. What is your ultimate fantasy about your mom right now? If you had the magical chance to make one fantasy come true (without any real-life consequences), what would it be?

I enjoy the humiliation that some person is fucking my mom and he will share the pics with me because i am his friend/classmate/etc. because he enjoys to have sex with my mom and he has made my mom more sluty but she enjoys it, also he sends me pic to let me know the stuff my mom does for him even non sexual things like she is cooking for him in underwear in the morning and would flirt with my mom, grab her ass etc in front of me not straight up sex infront of me though. I also do like the idea that they shoot porn together i mean realistically this is the only way they could be together since they could make good money making porn, otherwise it could only be a short term thing. this is my ultimate fantasy i think for now

6. Do you get turned on or even hard in front of your mom now? Like do you picture her as a sexual being for other men now constantly, in your daily life? Or do you feel ashamed and try to separate your fantasies about her from the reality of being around her?

No i do not get turned on by mom even in my fantasies, its the acts of the guy fucking her that gets me turned on. likewise i picture my mom wanting to have sex with other men and also picture other men wanting her but not in my daily life, i have kept them separate but i don't think i have kept is separate because i am ashamed of it, i mean no one goes around blabbering about their fetishes irl.

7. Do you exclusively jerk off to mommy-cuckold/bully-fantasies and material now? In your estimate what percentage of the times do you jerk off to fantasies about your actual own mother?

Yes mostly i do, its addictive just normal stuff is not good enough, 96% would be my guess since sometimes i jerk off to other stuff too.

I think i answered to the best extent i could, English is not my native language so please ignore the mistakes, i really appreciate you asking and would love to know how others got into it too. I do get that i am in a envious position according to this fantasy but at the end of the day its a fantasy and i imagine this happening irl won't be the way i want it to as every other fantasy.

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