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« on: December 09, 2023, 05:37:39 PM »
I don't anymore but used to because 1. My mom stopped dressing as slutty and 2. I just don't care as much anymore, as a kid I was a lot more self conscious about what other people thought about me. But yes when I was around 12 I have this memory that turns me on but that also still gives me a sense of embarrassment. When I was that age seethru leggings were very common. I don't think my mom intended to show off her thongs a lot but she did. My worst/best memory (worst at the time but now as fucked up as it is best for the spankbank haha) is when I went to a baseball game when I was 12. My stepfather's company got as free tickets right in the first row on the first base line. We were facing east and the sun was setting behind us. My mom was standing up before the game and the sun was making her leggings completely transparent. There were literally hundreds of people behind us who could see my mom's extremely skimpy thong, she was wearing a T-string. I didn't know what to do, should I get up behind her and block the view of her ass to the onlookers? Should I tell my mom I could her ass and so could hundreds of others? I thought both were too embarrassing so I just feigned ignorance. I was still so embarrassed though and was kind of mumbling under my breath about how stupid my mom was. But still I couldn't stop sneaking glances at my mom's ass, trying to be discreet so no one would see me snooping haha. And I couldn't help it but I got an erection that I tried to hide the best I could. When I got back to the hotel room. I took a shower and jerked off. A day full of complicated and contradictory emotions haha. Definitely big in developing this fetish.