That's the one aspect of this that I actually thought about since I was a kid.

My mother was very attractive but I didn't understand just how much more attractive she was compared to other women. However, I had an aunt (Unrelated, she was married to one of my uncles) that was even hotter. 4 or 5 years older than my mother but looked amazing (Curvy but slender body, light blue eyes, airhead, prob had some work done, etc.) . That aunt had two sons & a daughter. The oldest son was the same age as me and the younger son was a homosexual so basically just the oldest & me. I would tell him how hot his mom was and he didn't really know how to respond. One day we wondered if we could trade moms for a bit and do XYZ afterward. The thing is, I prob could have nailed that aunt if I had been a bit more cunning.

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This will sound like complete bullshit, and not going to lie I honestly didn't believe it myself despite personally living it. For whatever reason my cousins seemed to admire & look up to me so my aunt liked having me around. My cousins were (very) spoiled brats but toned it down when I was around.  When I was 13 (ish), my aunt asked to talk so I followed her to her bedroom. She had split up with my uncle by this point but I still visited my cousins now & then. Anyway she gave me this schpiel about how she felt old and was back in the 'market'. I wasn't paying attention to her words since she was wearing some kind of semi-transparent nightgown (Looked expensive) and we were sitting on her bed so my mind was somewhere else. Till she asked me for "semen". I thought  I'd misheard or something  so I asked her to say it again. Basically she wanted a young man's cum because some mixture cream thing that supposedly helped re-invigorate the skin but I didn't care about that. I realized that I was alone with my extremely attractive aunt, I could basically see her whole sexy body and she was more or less asking to start having sex (Or at least to make me cum) on the regular. We had been sitting next to each other but over the next few minutes I put my arm around her midsection, shifted my body closer & occasionally rubbed her leg. I was waiting for her to get angry but she never did. I wondered if she was drunk (or on pills). My cousins weren't able to see us but they knew I was in their mother's bedroom with her. I saw myself as 'The cool cousin'  so it didn't register in my mind that they prob thought I was railing their mom. Heh.

In any case I was very suspicious and thought it was some kind of trick or maybe a trap somehow. Highly attractive adult women do not throw themselves ass first at young guys in their early teens. I was too inexperienced to realize it was legit.  She was generally stupid, had just gotten  divorced which means unstable, and that someone probably lied to her about this but failed to take advantage of the set up. I just thought 'THIS IS BULLSHIT. THIS IS A SCAM. NO WAY.'  so I turned her down. She was sad that I refused and became less touchy-feely overly friendly after that. I had a chance and I blew it, but if that happened at least 3 years later, I could have hooked that up np.  My cousin, the brat that was my age, hated how friendly I was with his mom  but I didn't really dislike him so I didn't feel the need to press the issue. However, it would have been easy to make something happen and torment him for years to come. Oh well. 

Bro were on a porn forum

I will remind you that this is the 'Real life' section of the board. You would do well to consider that in your responses.

keep your incel whining to /r/foreveralone or whatever.

Not sure why you're cucking out or what caused your tantrum in the first place but either way you should calm down. You're not on reddit or X... this is not the place for that.

Not getting laid is y'all's real answer.

Believe it or not, it was only after I started having sex on the regular (late teens) that this interest started. Before then, it just didn't register for me.

If anything, when I'd get really lucky and somehow had a few chicks on rotation, my interest in this skyrocketed as a result.  Prob just me though but you seem to be projecting; It's the opposite.

Reminder that this is the 'real life' section and you should make a bit more of an effort than make obvious fantasy claims. If you must  lie, at least make it a plausible lie.

Anyway, drunken antics notwithstanding, my mother liked going to the beach. In rare cases she would go topless, sometimes for the tan and sometimes for seemingly no reason. I hated when she did that. It was pretty rare though and also, for whatever reason my mother would bring me along despite everyone else being adult women like her. So because it was all  women except me, her son,  her going topless isn't as unreasonable as it might sound. Where it gets really stupid is when the group had other men aside from me and she, along with some of the other women, did it anyway. Thankfully, all of this was quite rare rather than frequent and as for the other women, some were attractive but I didn't care because I never wanted to be there in the first place.

Actually yes.

I had several videos of her changing clothes and fooling around with guys but rather than use them or keep them around I decided to delete all of them. The main reason was that I couldn't risk anyone ever finding it or having to take my computer for a shop and thus, having it fall into someone else's hands. It was easy. When I was in my mid teens, my mother gave me a digital camera which I used for a bunch of things. One of the things I learned to do was to "set" it in places where most people couldn't. For better recording angles or to catch people off guard, that kind of thing. For instance, I learned how to stick the camera on ceilings pointing downward. You'd be surprised how few people noticed it.  Anyway, I had a bunch of footage but it's gone now. I didn't even watch almost any of it out of fear. I was young & stupid so having it around felt like a ticking time bomb, etc.  I don't really regret it. The risk was just too extreme and it would have eventually leaked for sure.

Elliot was never bullied. People found him weird at worst. He just bullied himself.

While I generally agree, you must understand that the term "bully" has been grossly devalued. In the past it meant getting beaten, robbed, humiliated and sabotaged on a regular basis by one or more people that you were unable to properly defend yourself from.

These days, if someone doesn't like someone else and actively avoids interaction, that is considered a form of 'bullying'. Yeah that's retarded but by the modern definition, Elliot Rodger was definitely 'bullied'. A lot even.

Seems like a nice idea but you might be over-thinking it or over-selling the concept.

This is what is referred to as "Bilingual bonus" and only bilingual people would 'get it'. The level of effort required would be high and the payoff would be very low. That's why it's not common.  I speak spanish and can see what you mean but it doesn't do anything for me. The language barrier isn't as mysterious or exciting as you might think.

Lezley Zen has a son.

She does? I thought she was a lesbian outside of shoots. Interesting.