Author Topic: How old are you now and when did you get into this fetish?  (Read 4041 times)

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Reply #15 on: February 18, 2023, 12:32:42 AM
Really loving this thread! Its great to hear the replies from everyone, and know that im not alone in liking the humiliation of it!



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Reply #16 on: February 18, 2023, 01:38:13 AM
i was 17 when i noticed that fetish, right now i am 20 and my biggest turn on is big booty milf moms, i think thats the reason i got the cuckson fetish. These days im really into mom swapping with a friend who has hot milf mom like mines. i think its really common but couldnt find anybody lol



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Reply #17 on: February 18, 2023, 02:26:04 AM
I was 12 when I got into this fetish, 23 now.



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Reply #18 on: February 18, 2023, 07:17:20 AM
Oh wow, this is really amazing!
 
Absolutely love the fact that you are lucky enough to have discovered this powerful fetish at 16, and I also find it very interesting that you are only 3 months in - in fact, I have a bunch of questions for you if you don't mind, because your situation (in regard to your age, living situation) is super fascinating to me and on top of that everything is still so fresh and present for you, so it's much easier to get a raw, authentic insight.

1. How did you get into this fetish? Was it a slow gradual thing (through stories, hentai, porn etc.) or did you suddenly stumble across this site?

2. How did it feel the first time you discovered the true hardcore mother-son-cuckold thing? The first time you  actually pictured your own mother getting fucked, maybe even in front of you? Did it shock you? Was it hard to accept and embrace your feelings as a cuckson or did it immediately click for you?

I got into it with a very interesting/weird way(i don't think my fetish is exactly as the site's name, its related), I know an acquaintance few years older than me (he's not a bully i just know him from my childhood where i used to play with lots of other kids of varied ages). So one day he gives me a lift to my school (i didn't even knew he went to my school) and the next day or so i had a vivid dream where i dreamed my mom naked trying to shyly go into this guy's room, smiling and happy and the guy is naked too so they prolly bang but my dream ends with the closed door .

Now after this i was very shocked and shocking for me who had this weird outlook on sex that (incest, adultery, etc) is okay and if they want to have sex let them have it. It's my moms choice and the other guy agrees with it i have no problems here except for my dad but that's for mom to deal with, so this took like 4-5 days to sink in i think, i was also kind of disgusted at myself for the first 2 days. I found this site after a bit of searching, first i came across a caption gallery on luscious.net, then found the subreddits and found this site from there.

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3. Did you have (even vague) thoughts/feelings of this nature before? Or were you completely surprised by yourself being turned on by this?

None before the dream i was completely surprised by myself, the dream was probably not some magical thing, now that i think about it the dude kind of looked like a guy i hated in middle school, he never bullied me lots of other people did and i did them in return but he was kind of too proud and arrogant or maybe i was just trying to make him the bad guy i hated to blow off some steam. i was also thinking a lot about "i did your mom" probably combined these two.

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4. Do you think about specific friends, classmates, teacher, maybe even bullies fucking your mom? I find this especially interesting, considering many erotica stories of this nature are set in an (high) school environment, so it must be unavoidable to picture yourself in those scenarios since thatís your daily environment.

i do think of specific friends and classmates and just acquaintances who have that kind of personality(not bully) which i think would go well with someone who is having sex with my mom. Now since i know these people well i can't imagine them very freely as i could with a random acquaintance with whom i have minimal interaction. but bully is different thing, firstly i can't call a lot many my bully since everyone from my school used to pick on each other so i don't have a particular guy who would bully me. same is the case with teachers and lots of people in my hs is that they have a personality/view of them which no one would try to break and stay in the image they have made of themselves and this is the main reason i can't imagine them doing something like this. since i can't so i don't imagine most of them hence its easy to manage my real life and fetishes. Also i like it to be more realistic so usually i imagine some adult who knows his way around. so I think i am kind of a bad fit here since its specifically bullies but i haven't found anything like it in my searches this is the closest.

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5. What is your ultimate fantasy about your mom right now? If you had the magical chance to make one fantasy come true (without any real-life consequences), what would it be?

I enjoy the humiliation that some person is fucking my mom and he will share the pics with me because i am his friend/classmate/etc. because he enjoys to have sex with my mom and he has made my mom more sluty but she enjoys it, also he sends me pic to let me know the stuff my mom does for him even non sexual things like she is cooking for him in underwear in the morning and would flirt with my mom, grab her ass etc in front of me not straight up sex infront of me though. I also do like the idea that they shoot porn together i mean realistically this is the only way they could be together since they could make good money making porn, otherwise it could only be a short term thing. this is my ultimate fantasy i think for now

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6. Do you get turned on or even hard in front of your mom now? Like do you picture her as a sexual being for other men now constantly, in your daily life? Or do you feel ashamed and try to separate your fantasies about her from the reality of being around her?

No i do not get turned on by mom even in my fantasies, its the acts of the guy fucking her that gets me turned on. likewise i picture my mom wanting to have sex with other men and also picture other men wanting her but not in my daily life, i have kept them separate but i don't think i have kept is separate because i am ashamed of it, i mean no one goes around blabbering about their fetishes irl.

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7. Do you exclusively jerk off to mommy-cuckold/bully-fantasies and material now? In your estimate what percentage of the times do you jerk off to fantasies about your actual own mother?

Yes mostly i do, its addictive just normal stuff is not good enough, 96% would be my guess since sometimes i jerk off to other stuff too.

I think i answered to the best extent i could, English is not my native language so please ignore the mistakes, i really appreciate you asking and would love to know how others got into it too. I do get that i am in a envious position according to this fantasy but at the end of the day its a fantasy and i imagine this happening irl won't be the way i want it to as every other fantasy.



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Reply #19 on: February 18, 2023, 07:43:55 AM
I'm 16 now, had it when when i was 14. Was watching those YT videos where an bot voice reads certain comments of specific topics on Reddit, one of them was an question if anyone has ever slept with their Friends Mom/Dad. I just searched something between the lines of "Friend and Mom fuck" or "bully fuck mom" and here i am. Also seen lotsa MomNTR too, i'm mostly switch looking for other switchsons around my age, i don't mind being the bully/friend or the cuckson.
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Reply #20 on: February 18, 2023, 09:44:04 AM
I got into it with a very interesting/weird way(i don't think my fetish is exactly as the site's name, its related), I know an acquaintance few years older than me (he's not a bully i just know him from my childhood where i used to play with lots of other kids of varied ages). So one day he gives me a lift to my school (i didn't even knew he went to my school) and the next day or so i had a vivid dream where i dreamed my mom naked trying to shyly go into this guy's room, smiling and happy and the guy is naked too so they prolly bang but my dream ends with the closed door .

Hey, THANK YOU for taking your time and answering all those questions! Really appreciate it and it was such an interesting read! I have to say I love this part I quoted above. That's crazy that you had almost had a sudden "awakening" like that, without any prior fantasies or history with this type of material. Like it was naturally inside of you the whole time, your true identity as a cuckson, coming to the surface once the time was right. Sry if that sounds to poetic haha. But honestly, I find the dream itself to be kinda poetic as well. I know that we tend to take things to the extreme with this fantasy, picturing our mothers doing all kinds of things right in front of us, but I have always thought that there is something kinda even hotter about NOT being able to see it. The idea of your mom entering a room with some alpha guy, clearly about to get fucked by him, and shutting the door in your face - it's such a cruel, symbolic image. It's rejecting and abandoning you, but also not caring enough about you to hide her abandonment - you will obviously be able to hear them, she's well aware that you will know what's happening on the other side of that door, but that's not the point, she just doesn't want you to be part of it. She is choosing him over you, and he is to important for her to care about your feelings.



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Reply #21 on: February 18, 2023, 09:59:54 AM
Probably 14 or 15. I'm 26 now. I had been watching and reading porn for a few years and had been getting into weirder and weirder stuff. By this point I pretty much only watched interracial porn. I was on holiday with my family (mum wasn't there) and had my own room. One night I was jerking off imagining a white girl in a BBC gangbang and suddenly, out of nowhere, the image in my head turned into my mum. I instantly felt incredibly turned on, humiliated and a bit sick all at the same time. I had one of the best jerk offs of my life and since then imagining my mum getting blacked has been pretty much my biggest fantasy..

Other factors I think is I was raised solo by my mum so she's a very big part of my life. I once found some condoms and a vibrator in her room which made me feel very confused and scared and horny all at once. Then there were multiple occasions where I would heard my step dad fucking her at night. Again, at first I found it really scary, and I found myself listening out for it every night - initially out of worry but before long I realised I wanted it to happen.

So yeah all my experience is a weird mix of fear, humiliation and horniness which eventually just became my biggest turn on lol

I wasn't lucky enough to find my mom's toys or listen to her get fucked - but I can totally relate to that anxiety, that almost stomach-churning angst, mixed with uncontrollable, unbearable arousal. It really shows that the mothers' sexuality is probably the most powerful thing in the world to us sons. It crushes you and makes you addicted at the same time. I can't imagine how fucking intense that very first jerk off-session you had to the thought of your mom getting BBC gangbanged must have been. I'm actually very impressed that you went through with it, that you didn't cave in to the disgust and anxiety at your first try, but that you were able to somehow embrace it right away. Imagining your own mother getting BBC gangbanged at 15 years old - that really must be something. Also love the aspect of it suddenly popping into your head like that - almost like an epiphany.

Let me ask you, is your mom getting blacked your ultimate fantasy to this day? If you could make one fantasy come true right now, what would it be?

Also on a different note, and if you feel comfortable answering this: Considering you got into BBC porn at that age, do you think it had a big influence on how you view black guys? Like would you start sexualizing every black male (excluding children ofc) around you, maybe automatically thinking of them as sexual partners for your mom whenever you saw them?



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Reply #22 on: February 18, 2023, 04:55:07 PM
I started jerking off to my mom when I was 13 years old. It happened after I accidentally saw her naked almost twice in a row. After the first time, I restrained myself and convinced myself that my mother should not cause such thoughts. But after the second time a couple of days later, I couldn't resist, went to the toilet and jerked off on her. Since then, I've been constantly thinking about her and jerking off on her. Then when I was 15 I accidentally saw her getting fucked. And after that, I practically stopped dreaming about how I would fuck her and started dreaming about how others would fuck her.



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Reply #23 on: February 18, 2023, 10:35:51 PM
I can't say exactly when i had this fantasy, but today it's drive me a lot.
I think it's the most erotic thing that can happened, the fact that a loving mother could betrayal her own son for sexual pleasure.
When i was 10 I saw my mom dress like a slut, we were in my aunt's house. A man should came but it's never happened.
Today i will that man came at time, and fuck my mother and my aunt like two piece of meat in front of me.



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Reply #24 on: February 19, 2023, 12:59:38 AM
I think it's the most erotic thing that can happened, the fact that a loving mother could betrayal her own son for sexual pleasure.

That's the thing for me. Even compared to other taboo fetishes, if we were to compare it to traditional mom/son incest, of course the idea of a mother and son copulating is extremely taboo. But there is a "logic" to it in that it's still based on the concept of the strong, natural mother/son bond, just perverted to the extreme. But the idea of a mother choosing carnal pleasure over her own son, now THAT is the most extreme taboo. Especially if the mother becomes completely corrupted and her humiliating her son becomes part of the kink.



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Reply #25 on: February 19, 2023, 04:36:06 AM
That's the thing for me. Even compared to other taboo fetishes, if we were to compare it to traditional mom/son incest, of course the idea of a mother and son copulating is extremely taboo. But there is a "logic" to it in that it's still based on the concept of the strong, natural mother/son bond, just perverted to the extreme. But the idea of a mother choosing carnal pleasure over her own son, now THAT is the most extreme taboo. Especially if the mother becomes completely corrupted and her humiliating her son becomes part of the kink.

Love this! Im really into the humiliating aspect of this fetish.



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Reply #26 on: February 19, 2023, 02:56:46 PM
That's the thing for me. Even compared to other taboo fetishes, if we were to compare it to traditional mom/son incest, of course the idea of a mother and son copulating is extremely taboo. But there is a "logic" to it in that it's still based on the concept of the strong, natural mother/son bond, just perverted to the extreme. But the idea of a mother choosing carnal pleasure over her own son, now THAT is the most extreme taboo. Especially if the mother becomes completely corrupted and her humiliating her son becomes part of the kink.

This sums it up perfectly. Very, very true words. Love the notion about the "logic" of it. In fact, this reminded me that I did kinda have a phase where I was into mom/son incest stuff, but I really believe it was me just being unable to admit my TRUE desire to myself - because just as you say, the mother cuckold-fantasy is so much more intense and taboo, and once I made myself accept and embrace, I never even looked back at the incest stuff and it doesn't do anything for me at all, to the point of me even forgetting about ever being into it.



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Reply #27 on: February 19, 2023, 10:23:51 PM
That's the thing for me. Even compared to other taboo fetishes, if we were to compare it to traditional mom/son incest, of course the idea of a mother and son copulating is extremely taboo. But there is a "logic" to it in that it's still based on the concept of the strong, natural mother/son bond, just perverted to the extreme. But the idea of a mother choosing carnal pleasure over her own son, now THAT is the most extreme taboo. Especially if the mother becomes completely corrupted and her humiliating her son becomes part of the kink.

Agreed 100%. This is why I don't like it when the mother is forced, or coerced being with the bully. The erotic part is her choosing the bully over her son.



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Reply #28 on: February 19, 2023, 11:59:37 PM
I'm 16 now, had it when when i was 14. Was watching those YT videos where an bot voice reads certain comments of specific topics on Reddit, one of them was an question if anyone has ever slept with their Friends Mom/Dad. I just searched something between the lines of "Friend and Mom fuck" or "bully fuck mom" and here i am. Also seen lotsa MomNTR too, i'm mostly switch looking for other switchsons around my age, i don't mind being the bully/friend or the cuckson.
i am a switch son too hmu if you wanna chat



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Reply #29 on: February 20, 2023, 09:32:26 AM
I got into fetish when I was in kindergarden, lol. Even then I loved strong and/or VOLUPTUOUS women like my mom, considering them more feminine.

Other kids (and later classmates, neighbour kind and etc) always told me that my mom is very beautiful (later "hot" and "sexy") and I reeled aroused by this.

They often told me the would marry her, lol. And even then at the age of 6 and so I imagined my peers (like 6 years old and so on with classmates and friends later on) with my mother on wedding. By that time I knew approximately about "smth that occurs in bed between man and woman" and imagined them in all that kind of situations.

So I'm a veteran of the fetish!)))