Bully Fucks My Mom
GENERAL DISCUSSION => Real Life => Topic started by: nngh on February 15, 2023, 09:27:28 PM
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I was wondering how old the users on here are? I find it incredibly exciting that these days the internet has essentially given any age group the chance to discover this site and educate themselves on this fetish. Meaning there could very well be high school boys on here, learning about this fetish, while still living at home with their moms, fantasizing about the school jock, their friends or even their actual bully fucking their mom and jerking off to it. Getting off to porn, comics and stories about their moms getting fucked by their classmates, their bullies, their teachers, while actually still living their daily life in that environment. Learning and allowing themselves to embrace this fetish in their formative years of puberty, and yes, maybe even making an attempt at fulfilling this wonderful fantasy at one point before they have moved out of their parent's/mom's place and it's too late.
I would also be interested to know how old you guys were when you discovered this fetish? I'd assume that there are also a few users on here who did NOT have the internet or at least hadn't discovered this forum yet when they began having these thoughts and feelings. That's how it was in my case.
To be completely honest, I remember even as a young child having these thoughts/flashes about my mom kissing strangers, but of course at that age they weren't really sexual thoughts, more like strange images in my head. I think I began having my first real sexual thoughts of this nature when I was probably in my early twenties, maybe like 21-22, but when I discovered this forum I was probably in my mid-late twenties. I'm 30 now.
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Well, I think im a little late to the party! haha Im in my late 30s now, and I only just discovered this site in 2022. I always had the feelings and got turned on about watching my mom with another man, but didnt realize it was called cuckolding untill I did some internet searching. Back when I was in my teens we had no internet, as this was back in the 1990s, so I had no way or knowing or looking up anything. I just remember being in my teens and I would sometimes jerk off to sexy videos on MTV(yeah back when they showed music) lol, Id pretend some of the hot girls in the videos were my mom, and that my friends at school seen it and teased me about it.
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Well, I think im a little late to the party! haha Im in my late 30s now, and I only just discovered this site in 2022. I always had the feelings and got turned on about watching my mom with another man, but didnt realize it was called cuckolding untill I did some internet searching. Back when I was in my teens we had no internet, as this was back in the 1990s, so I had no way or knowing or looking up anything. I just remember being in my teens and I would sometimes jerk off to sexy videos on MTV(yeah back when they showed music) lol, Id pretend some of the hot girls in the videos were my mom, and that my friends at school seen it and teased me about it.
Damn, isn't it so interesting that so many of us have had these similar type of thoughts before even knowing that there was a name and specific fetish niche for it? I bet many users on here had this experience where they discovered this site or maybe a subreddit (Anyone remember r/mommybully and r/getoutofmymom?) after years of having these strange, shameful fantasies and suddenly it's like an epiphany: "Woah, after all, it's not just me. This is a real thing and it has a name and there are others like me who have learned to accept their desires and embrace them!" Honestly, it was almost like a weight was lifted of my shoulders when I found this fetish and was able to name it.
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I'm also on the older side myself. To be honest, I didn't really have this fantasy myself growing up. I only really discovered it after I started reading hentai manga. I came across the NTR genre (which is basically cuckolding) and then started finding stories that dealt with mothers cucking their sons. What's funny is that I feel like the genre itself has sorta "grown" with the internet as there was a time when stories like that never existed, and then slowly but surely more and more stories began focusing on it. Kinda like society as a whole started to acknowledge the fetish at the same time lol.
I find it incredibly exciting that these days the internet has essentially given any age group the chance to discover this site and educate themselves on this fetish. Meaning there could very well be high school boys on here, learning about this fetish, while still living at home with their moms, fantasizing about the school jock, their friends or even their actual bully fucking their mom and jerking off to it. Getting off to porn, comics and stories about their moms getting fucked by their classmates, their bullies, their teachers, while actually still living their daily life in that environment. Learning and allowing themselves to embrace this fetish in their formative years of puberty, and yes, maybe even making an attempt at fulfilling this wonderful fantasy at one point before they have moved out of their parent's/mom's place and it's too late.
I'll go one further and suggest that what's even more hot to think about isn't boys developing this fetish. But MOMS starting to develop this fetish. I think this might be tied to the earlier point about how society seems to be discovering this fetish, I think a large part of that has to do with how women and their sexuality post motherhood is being redefined now. There was a time, 30+ years ago, when a woman became a mother, for all intents and purposes, she stopped being a sexual being in the eyes of society. Their sexuality was never talked about, always downplayed, almost nonexistant. We live in a world now where that's not the case. Where just become women become mothers, that doesn't mean they stop getting horny.
I know there's no reason to believe me, hell, I don't even believe fully believe it myself sometimes, but I've actually met (online) an actual mother who had this very fetish. What's funny is that she had no experience herself with NTR hentai, which I think is how most of us came across this fetish. She just naturally always had this fantasy, it was kinda a love/hate thing where she would fantasize about doing super dark, messed up things to her son, in front of him, but at the same time holding him in her arms, saying she's a good mommy while cucking him.
I'm not saying that's a common thing going around or anything, it's still very niche, and even more so for women and actual mothers. But I do think it's something that's slowly becoming more common.
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I'll go one further and suggest that what's even more hot to think about isn't boys developing this fetish. But MOMS starting to develop this fetish. I think this might be tied to the earlier point about how society seems to be discovering this fetish, I think a large part of that has to do with how women and their sexuality post motherhood is being redefined now. There was a time, 30+ years ago, when a woman became a mother, for all intents and purposes, she stopped being a sexual being in the eyes of society. Their sexuality was never talked about, always downplayed, almost nonexistant. We live in a world now where that's not the case. Where just become women become mothers, that doesn't mean they stop getting horny.
Dude, THIS is an amazing thought! And you are so right about the redefining of motherhood right now. That's why these tiktok/onlyfans-moms are celebrated as "proud sexworkers" and "hard working mothers". I've gotta think about this aspect a bit more but I love the implications of this and the possibilities of mothers actively raising cucksons as part of their "lifestyle", where they view themselves as "queens" and "bad bitches". Wow. THANK YOU FOR THIS INPUT!!!
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currently im 23, but I've been into this fetish since I was about 13 or so
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I was twelve turning thirteen in the year 2002 when I started having these fantasies.
I remember specifically fantasizing about a tall, skinny, shaggy haired 9th grade boy whose grade played dodgeball with our grade during gym class. I remember him pointing me out to his friends saying that I was the 'kid with the hot mum,". I remember fantasizing about him sitting on the driver's seat of my car with my mum sitting her big ass on his skinny lap as he drove the car.
I also remember fantasizing about my friend 13-year-old Wade (looked kind of like Ash Ketchum), wrestling her down into the mud of our wet and rainy front lawn as he groped and grinded into her.
But these were just spur of the moment fantasies that I would relish and hold until I pleasured myself about it later that night.
This humiliation fantasy started to become a weird reality for me in which i was constantly 'teased' and denied content to relish on.
I basically grew up knowing that my mother was pretty much the most beautiful person In town. With her blonde hair and curves. She wasn't always so stunning as she had gained a bit of weight in the early days after having my siblings and I. But then she became a aerobics instructor and everything changed.
I was going through puberty and she had shaped her body to perfection over the years. She wasn't overweight anymore but she maintained her curves around her hips giving her a large Jennifer Lopez, Kim Kardashian, Nikki Minaj ass (it was around 2002, so I guess Jennifer Lopez was the best comparison to make at the time, lol). I would gawk as she would practice her aerobics moves in the loungeroom, her big bum would wiggle or envelope gloriously as she stretched her thick meaty legs in her black spandex leggings. I was only a kid but I was ashamed of my feelings. I knew looking at my mother like that was wrong. But my own mother was the best looking women in town and all the boys in school knew this.
Since I was 12-years-old I was hounded by boys my age and older, saying how much they thought my mom was attractive. Whenever I brought friends over, I would see them stare and blush like they were lost in a dream, seeing the love of their lives for the first time, their first crush on a older woman.
I remember that year an eleven-year-old friend of mine named Travis said to me at the public pool "Can I be your dad? Because I think I'm in love with your mom and I want to be with her."
What was so crazy was he wasn't saying it in a mocking or joke like way. Travis was legit serious with true emotion in his eyes as he said it with respected sincerity. The rational part of me respectfully told him she wasn't interested and that my father was very much around. But the dark part at the back of my mind that craved that humiliating swaddling experience wanted it to happen deep down. To have my precious 'creation goddess' taken. To be replaced in the eyes of that 'creation goddess', in favor of another 'worthier' boy. The feeling of social danger and taboo was an exquisite turn on for my little developing mind. But once again I relished on the 'idea' and what a roller coaster ride it could be.
By the end of my first year in high school, my other friends were saying similar things, but more in a mocking playful way. But I knew that they were serious about the things they said despite their playful tone. I remember constantly trying to shove them out the house during the weekends as they would gawk and stare at her doing her aerobics practice for her classes later on in evening. We were fourteen at this stage and I remember them tilting their heads with goofy grins as they stared at the ass sweat stain between the crack of her spandex clad bottom, burning into their retinas to stay in their memory for as long as they lived.
That same year, when we went to a holiday in the snow, my 13-year-old classmate Ryan would tackle my mum with his 15-year-old brother. Both boys excitedly grinded against her backside when they forced her into the snow. My mother was laughing like it was a joke. However, I knew what they were up to, Ryan admitted his intentions years later.
Those moments aroused my 14-year-old self on that holiday. I would create situations to subtly humiliate myself. I would decline to accompany my mother so I could watch the toxic contextualized beauty of my bratty classmate Ryan disappear with my beautiful voluptuous mother on the snowy horizon. His little arms around the top of her waist, her trousered bottom bouncing and wiggling as they ran to the nearby 'shack' where you could buy food and drinks and 'finally' be out of my eyes reach so they could have alone time together.
Watching them disappear over the white horizon hand in hand, followed by a hug for warmth was a beautiful image...from afar...
Less was sometimes more, and I would let my imagination wonder....
During the holiday, I played on the ping-pong table with Ryan and his brother in the games room in the cabin our families were staying. After a few sessions of me kicking ass, my mother came in and asked to play. Instantly, my masochist side was resurfaced, I put on an act and said, "Ok, but we play twelve rounds of me versus the three of you, I can beat you all!"
Sounding annoyingly arrogant on purpose, trying to set up my mother to humble me and bring me down a notch by teaming up with my friends against me. It worked. I was so clever, manipulating my family and friends to humiliate me. They teamed up to defeat me in ping-pong and it was glorious. Three against one was extremely hard and my body was tingling with excitement as my mom would cheer as I lost round after round after having a successful winning streak in the first half, it was actually difficult, and i wanted my defeat to look realistic as well.
They eventually won, and they cheered and hugged, and playfully berated me for my open arrogance, "See, your not THAT good at it!" Mom giggled in a winner's glee with them.
To celebrate their victory, I went off outside through a side door attached to the games room and experienced the contrast of cold and warmth. I shivered from the outside as I watched the beautiful snow fall and shimmer between the illuminated electrical lights surrounding the resort. I look to my left within the open door I stood, and watched and felt the warmth of the heater through the sight of my mother sitting between the two boys she temporarily favored on the sofa, watching a movie with them in comfort without me; beautiful sights and contrasting sensations of crisp cold and heavy warmth was on either side of my body, just as my jealousy and pleasurable ecstasy met and intermingled at that very moment. Then I snapped out of it, as my mother called out between those boys, "Come inside, your going to catch a cold, your letting the heat out."
'Yeah, that's weird man!" 13-year-old Ryan said to me in general matter of fact confusion.
When i was 16-years-old a teammate named Chad pinched her nipples drunkenly when I was at a post sports grand finale house party, she admitted that a few days later to me and my dad. (we lost the grand finale btw)
There was a rumor she gave another friend of mine Andrew a hand-job during my 18th birthday in my younger brothers room (my brother wasn't home) .
When I was 19, a former bully named Jay came into my workplace and mocked me about having sex with her in the Pub bathrooms ("She begged for it up the arse LOL"), and it all matched up as I knew she went there with her friends that weekend. I later tried texting him about the details through a phone of a girl I knew (This girl, a friend of mine at the time, complained that Jay was obsessed with licking her asshole while his friend Brent would watch and want sloppy seconds) After I texted him asking for the details, he called me, he was a at a party, he screamed at me "SHUT THE FUCK UP! STOP TEXTING ME! THATS BETWEEN ME AND YOUR MUM!"
That same year, my friends would get me drunk and stoned in my segregated bedroom outside my house, until I was too tired to move from my bed, half asleep, they would abandon me and spend time with my mother in the loungeroom (my younger brother wasn't home then either, as he was being a normal 14-15-year-old kid hanging out friends at night at that stage)
I spied on her instant messaging program (at the time it was MSN) and she had a contact called 'Milfhunters'.
She would later tell me while I was in my early 20's that she had sex with men that were my age or younger than me and some were just 18-years-old, while she was in between relationships transitioning from my dad to her current boyfriend (those years were very interesting).
She even recently told me last year that she hooked up with a 23-year-old British tourist at a concert when she was in between relationships back in 2014. My brother piped up and "Hey, I don't want to know aye!". I felt like screaming at my younger brother ("BUT I DO!").
I have so much real life inspiration to add to my fictional stories. Maybe one day ill write true stories about how I grew up with her, but it would involve my suspicion and not seeing anything. Just hearing about it, and physical innuendos.
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29 right now. Been into it for about five years, ever since I first read Soccer Mom and a Bully by something1234. To me, still the best work in the fetish, probably by a mile. Sometimes I wonder if I even fully have this fetish or if I'm just chasing the dragon of reading that story for the first time again.
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I am 16 now, got into it 3 months ago so was 16 at that time too. I do live with my mom and fantasize about her, i get off the humiliation from it i don't want to have sex with my mother though, so its kind of like just a fetish i have not attempted to fulfill it irl, probably can't cause adultery + mother of someone + traditional taboo about sex
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I am 16 now, got into it 3 months ago so was 16 at that time too. I do live with my mom and fantasize about her, i get off the humiliation from it i don't want to have sex with my mother though, so its kind of like just a fetish i have not attempted to fulfill it irl, probably can't cause adultery + mother of someone + traditional taboo about sex
Oh wow, this is really amazing!
Absolutely love the fact that you are lucky enough to have discovered this powerful fetish at 16, and I also find it very interesting that you are only 3 months in - in fact, I have a bunch of questions for you if you don't mind, because your situation (in regard to your age, living situation) is super fascinating to me and on top of that everything is still so fresh and present for you, so it's much easier to get a raw, authentic insight.
1. How did you get into this fetish? Was it a slow gradual thing (through stories, hentai, porn etc.) or did you suddenly stumble across this site?
2. How did it feel the first time you discovered the true hardcore mother-son-cuckold thing? The first time you actually pictured your own mother getting fucked, maybe even in front of you? Did it shock you? Was it hard to accept and embrace your feelings as a cuckson or did it immediately click for you?
3. Did you have (even vague) thoughts/feelings of this nature before? Or were you completely surprised by yourself being turned on by this?
4. Do you think about specific friends, classmates, teacher, maybe even bullies fucking your mom? I find this especially interesting, considering many erotica stories of this nature are set in an (high) school environment, so it must be unavoidable to picture yourself in those scenarios since that’s your daily environment.
5. What is your ultimate fantasy about your mom right now? If you had the magical chance to make one fantasy come true (without any real-life consequences), what would it be?
6. Do you get turned on or even hard in front of your mom now? Like do you picture her as a sexual being for other men now constantly, in your daily life? Or do you feel ashamed and try to separate your fantasies about her from the reality of being around her?
7. Do you exclusively jerk off to mommy-cuckold/bully-fantasies and material now? In your estimate what percentage of the times do you jerk off to fantasies about your actual own mother?
Sorry for going on like this, I hope, you have a chance to answer at least some of it - it would be so cool to hear the thoughts of a 16-year-old on this, and I bet others on here would appreciate it too, because in a way you are in a very envious position for many of us, who feel like, in hindsight, they would have been so fortunate if they had gotten to discover and accept their true desires much earlier in life.
Thank you!
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currently im 23, but I've been into this fetish since I was about 13 or so
Really intrigued by this one too! How did you get into it at such a young age?
Did you start imagining your own mom getting fucked right away? Or at what age did you start viewing your mom as a sex object for other men?
I feel like at 13, this mommy-bully-cuckold thing must have been one of your first and probably a very, very strong influence at forming your sexuality and sexual desires! Would love to learn how it shaped you at such a young age.
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17, got this fetish when I was about 12 or so, with friends peeping at how my mom was changing, I still remember my friend saying "your mom has tasty boobs" now I'm a little ashamed of it)
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Really intrigued by this one too! How did you get into it at such a young age?
Did you start imagining your own mom getting fucked right away? Or at what age did you start viewing your mom as a sex object for other men?
I feel like at 13, this mommy-bully-cuckold thing must have been one of your first and probably a very, very strong influence at forming your sexuality and sexual desires! Would love to learn how it shaped you at such a young age.
Hey thanks for your response and questions. I absolutely love discussing this fantasy with like minded people so I'd be happy to talk as much as you want. I think I'm actually in a minority situation here because my mom is actually a sex worker. She isn't a prostitute exactly, but she basically gives topless massages to men and then happy endings. Growing up with her, she always lived in hotels and would simply ask me to leave the room for a couple hours whenever she had a client over and never told me exactly what was going on, but I quickly figured it out. (some of her clients I actually met and they literally just told me) I started to have sexual thoughts about my mom really young, like when I was 7. Then eventually, idk even why, it transitioned into the bully/cuckold fantasy. Some of her clients and boyfriends throughout the years would be really mean to me and even hit me sometimes, and i guess it might have just been a way for my brain to cope with it. As for how it effects my normal sex life, I actually don't think it has. I lost my virginity a little late (at 19) but since then I've had a very normal and active sex life (14 partners so far). If you wanna discuss more feel free to DM me :)
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Probably 14 or 15. I'm 26 now. I had been watching and reading porn for a few years and had been getting into weirder and weirder stuff. By this point I pretty much only watched interracial porn. I was on holiday with my family (mum wasn't there) and had my own room. One night I was jerking off imagining a white girl in a BBC gangbang and suddenly, out of nowhere, the image in my head turned into my mum. I instantly felt incredibly turned on, humiliated and a bit sick all at the same time. I had one of the best jerk offs of my life and since then imagining my mum getting blacked has been pretty much my biggest fantasy..
Other factors I think is I was raised solo by my mum so she's a very big part of my life. I once found some condoms and a vibrator in her room which made me feel very confused and scared and horny all at once. Then there were multiple occasions where I would heard my step dad fucking her at night. Again, at first I found it really scary, and I found myself listening out for it every night - initially out of worry but before long I realised I wanted it to happen.
So yeah all my experience is a weird mix of fear, humiliation and horniness which eventually just became my biggest turn on lol
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Really loving this thread! Its great to hear the replies from everyone, and know that im not alone in liking the humiliation of it!
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i was 17 when i noticed that fetish, right now i am 20 and my biggest turn on is big booty milf moms, i think thats the reason i got the cuckson fetish. These days im really into mom swapping with a friend who has hot milf mom like mines. i think its really common but couldnt find anybody lol
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I was 12 when I got into this fetish, 23 now.
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Oh wow, this is really amazing!
Absolutely love the fact that you are lucky enough to have discovered this powerful fetish at 16, and I also find it very interesting that you are only 3 months in - in fact, I have a bunch of questions for you if you don't mind, because your situation (in regard to your age, living situation) is super fascinating to me and on top of that everything is still so fresh and present for you, so it's much easier to get a raw, authentic insight.
1. How did you get into this fetish? Was it a slow gradual thing (through stories, hentai, porn etc.) or did you suddenly stumble across this site?
2. How did it feel the first time you discovered the true hardcore mother-son-cuckold thing? The first time you actually pictured your own mother getting fucked, maybe even in front of you? Did it shock you? Was it hard to accept and embrace your feelings as a cuckson or did it immediately click for you?
I got into it with a very interesting/weird way(i don't think my fetish is exactly as the site's name, its related), I know an acquaintance few years older than me (he's not a bully i just know him from my childhood where i used to play with lots of other kids of varied ages). So one day he gives me a lift to my school (i didn't even knew he went to my school) and the next day or so i had a vivid dream where i dreamed my mom naked trying to shyly go into this guy's room, smiling and happy and the guy is naked too so they prolly bang but my dream ends with the closed door .
Now after this i was very shocked and shocking for me who had this weird outlook on sex that (incest, adultery, etc) is okay and if they want to have sex let them have it. It's my moms choice and the other guy agrees with it i have no problems here except for my dad but that's for mom to deal with, so this took like 4-5 days to sink in i think, i was also kind of disgusted at myself for the first 2 days. I found this site after a bit of searching, first i came across a caption gallery on luscious.net, then found the subreddits and found this site from there.
3. Did you have (even vague) thoughts/feelings of this nature before? Or were you completely surprised by yourself being turned on by this?
None before the dream i was completely surprised by myself, the dream was probably not some magical thing, now that i think about it the dude kind of looked like a guy i hated in middle school, he never bullied me lots of other people did and i did them in return but he was kind of too proud and arrogant or maybe i was just trying to make him the bad guy i hated to blow off some steam. i was also thinking a lot about "i did your mom" probably combined these two.
4. Do you think about specific friends, classmates, teacher, maybe even bullies fucking your mom? I find this especially interesting, considering many erotica stories of this nature are set in an (high) school environment, so it must be unavoidable to picture yourself in those scenarios since that’s your daily environment.
i do think of specific friends and classmates and just acquaintances who have that kind of personality(not bully) which i think would go well with someone who is having sex with my mom. Now since i know these people well i can't imagine them very freely as i could with a random acquaintance with whom i have minimal interaction. but bully is different thing, firstly i can't call a lot many my bully since everyone from my school used to pick on each other so i don't have a particular guy who would bully me. same is the case with teachers and lots of people in my hs is that they have a personality/view of them which no one would try to break and stay in the image they have made of themselves and this is the main reason i can't imagine them doing something like this. since i can't so i don't imagine most of them hence its easy to manage my real life and fetishes. Also i like it to be more realistic so usually i imagine some adult who knows his way around. so I think i am kind of a bad fit here since its specifically bullies but i haven't found anything like it in my searches this is the closest.
5. What is your ultimate fantasy about your mom right now? If you had the magical chance to make one fantasy come true (without any real-life consequences), what would it be?
I enjoy the humiliation that some person is fucking my mom and he will share the pics with me because i am his friend/classmate/etc. because he enjoys to have sex with my mom and he has made my mom more sluty but she enjoys it, also he sends me pic to let me know the stuff my mom does for him even non sexual things like she is cooking for him in underwear in the morning and would flirt with my mom, grab her ass etc in front of me not straight up sex infront of me though. I also do like the idea that they shoot porn together i mean realistically this is the only way they could be together since they could make good money making porn, otherwise it could only be a short term thing. this is my ultimate fantasy i think for now
6. Do you get turned on or even hard in front of your mom now? Like do you picture her as a sexual being for other men now constantly, in your daily life? Or do you feel ashamed and try to separate your fantasies about her from the reality of being around her?
No i do not get turned on by mom even in my fantasies, its the acts of the guy fucking her that gets me turned on. likewise i picture my mom wanting to have sex with other men and also picture other men wanting her but not in my daily life, i have kept them separate but i don't think i have kept is separate because i am ashamed of it, i mean no one goes around blabbering about their fetishes irl.
7. Do you exclusively jerk off to mommy-cuckold/bully-fantasies and material now? In your estimate what percentage of the times do you jerk off to fantasies about your actual own mother?
Yes mostly i do, its addictive just normal stuff is not good enough, 96% would be my guess since sometimes i jerk off to other stuff too.
I think i answered to the best extent i could, English is not my native language so please ignore the mistakes, i really appreciate you asking and would love to know how others got into it too. I do get that i am in a envious position according to this fantasy but at the end of the day its a fantasy and i imagine this happening irl won't be the way i want it to as every other fantasy.
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I'm 16 now, had it when when i was 14. Was watching those YT videos where an bot voice reads certain comments of specific topics on Reddit, one of them was an question if anyone has ever slept with their Friends Mom/Dad. I just searched something between the lines of "Friend and Mom fuck" or "bully fuck mom" and here i am. Also seen lotsa MomNTR too, i'm mostly switch looking for other switchsons around my age, i don't mind being the bully/friend or the cuckson.
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I got into it with a very interesting/weird way(i don't think my fetish is exactly as the site's name, its related), I know an acquaintance few years older than me (he's not a bully i just know him from my childhood where i used to play with lots of other kids of varied ages). So one day he gives me a lift to my school (i didn't even knew he went to my school) and the next day or so i had a vivid dream where i dreamed my mom naked trying to shyly go into this guy's room, smiling and happy and the guy is naked too so they prolly bang but my dream ends with the closed door .
Hey, THANK YOU for taking your time and answering all those questions! Really appreciate it and it was such an interesting read! I have to say I love this part I quoted above. That's crazy that you had almost had a sudden "awakening" like that, without any prior fantasies or history with this type of material. Like it was naturally inside of you the whole time, your true identity as a cuckson, coming to the surface once the time was right. Sry if that sounds to poetic haha. But honestly, I find the dream itself to be kinda poetic as well. I know that we tend to take things to the extreme with this fantasy, picturing our mothers doing all kinds of things right in front of us, but I have always thought that there is something kinda even hotter about NOT being able to see it. The idea of your mom entering a room with some alpha guy, clearly about to get fucked by him, and shutting the door in your face - it's such a cruel, symbolic image. It's rejecting and abandoning you, but also not caring enough about you to hide her abandonment - you will obviously be able to hear them, she's well aware that you will know what's happening on the other side of that door, but that's not the point, she just doesn't want you to be part of it. She is choosing him over you, and he is to important for her to care about your feelings.
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Probably 14 or 15. I'm 26 now. I had been watching and reading porn for a few years and had been getting into weirder and weirder stuff. By this point I pretty much only watched interracial porn. I was on holiday with my family (mum wasn't there) and had my own room. One night I was jerking off imagining a white girl in a BBC gangbang and suddenly, out of nowhere, the image in my head turned into my mum. I instantly felt incredibly turned on, humiliated and a bit sick all at the same time. I had one of the best jerk offs of my life and since then imagining my mum getting blacked has been pretty much my biggest fantasy..
Other factors I think is I was raised solo by my mum so she's a very big part of my life. I once found some condoms and a vibrator in her room which made me feel very confused and scared and horny all at once. Then there were multiple occasions where I would heard my step dad fucking her at night. Again, at first I found it really scary, and I found myself listening out for it every night - initially out of worry but before long I realised I wanted it to happen.
So yeah all my experience is a weird mix of fear, humiliation and horniness which eventually just became my biggest turn on lol
I wasn't lucky enough to find my mom's toys or listen to her get fucked - but I can totally relate to that anxiety, that almost stomach-churning angst, mixed with uncontrollable, unbearable arousal. It really shows that the mothers' sexuality is probably the most powerful thing in the world to us sons. It crushes you and makes you addicted at the same time. I can't imagine how fucking intense that very first jerk off-session you had to the thought of your mom getting BBC gangbanged must have been. I'm actually very impressed that you went through with it, that you didn't cave in to the disgust and anxiety at your first try, but that you were able to somehow embrace it right away. Imagining your own mother getting BBC gangbanged at 15 years old - that really must be something. Also love the aspect of it suddenly popping into your head like that - almost like an epiphany.
Let me ask you, is your mom getting blacked your ultimate fantasy to this day? If you could make one fantasy come true right now, what would it be?
Also on a different note, and if you feel comfortable answering this: Considering you got into BBC porn at that age, do you think it had a big influence on how you view black guys? Like would you start sexualizing every black male (excluding children ofc) around you, maybe automatically thinking of them as sexual partners for your mom whenever you saw them?
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I started jerking off to my mom when I was 13 years old. It happened after I accidentally saw her naked almost twice in a row. After the first time, I restrained myself and convinced myself that my mother should not cause such thoughts. But after the second time a couple of days later, I couldn't resist, went to the toilet and jerked off on her. Since then, I've been constantly thinking about her and jerking off on her. Then when I was 15 I accidentally saw her getting fucked. And after that, I practically stopped dreaming about how I would fuck her and started dreaming about how others would fuck her.
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I can't say exactly when i had this fantasy, but today it's drive me a lot.
I think it's the most erotic thing that can happened, the fact that a loving mother could betrayal her own son for sexual pleasure.
When i was 10 I saw my mom dress like a slut, we were in my aunt's house. A man should came but it's never happened.
Today i will that man came at time, and fuck my mother and my aunt like two piece of meat in front of me.
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I think it's the most erotic thing that can happened, the fact that a loving mother could betrayal her own son for sexual pleasure.
That's the thing for me. Even compared to other taboo fetishes, if we were to compare it to traditional mom/son incest, of course the idea of a mother and son copulating is extremely taboo. But there is a "logic" to it in that it's still based on the concept of the strong, natural mother/son bond, just perverted to the extreme. But the idea of a mother choosing carnal pleasure over her own son, now THAT is the most extreme taboo. Especially if the mother becomes completely corrupted and her humiliating her son becomes part of the kink.
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That's the thing for me. Even compared to other taboo fetishes, if we were to compare it to traditional mom/son incest, of course the idea of a mother and son copulating is extremely taboo. But there is a "logic" to it in that it's still based on the concept of the strong, natural mother/son bond, just perverted to the extreme. But the idea of a mother choosing carnal pleasure over her own son, now THAT is the most extreme taboo. Especially if the mother becomes completely corrupted and her humiliating her son becomes part of the kink.
Love this! Im really into the humiliating aspect of this fetish.
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That's the thing for me. Even compared to other taboo fetishes, if we were to compare it to traditional mom/son incest, of course the idea of a mother and son copulating is extremely taboo. But there is a "logic" to it in that it's still based on the concept of the strong, natural mother/son bond, just perverted to the extreme. But the idea of a mother choosing carnal pleasure over her own son, now THAT is the most extreme taboo. Especially if the mother becomes completely corrupted and her humiliating her son becomes part of the kink.
This sums it up perfectly. Very, very true words. Love the notion about the "logic" of it. In fact, this reminded me that I did kinda have a phase where I was into mom/son incest stuff, but I really believe it was me just being unable to admit my TRUE desire to myself - because just as you say, the mother cuckold-fantasy is so much more intense and taboo, and once I made myself accept and embrace, I never even looked back at the incest stuff and it doesn't do anything for me at all, to the point of me even forgetting about ever being into it.
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That's the thing for me. Even compared to other taboo fetishes, if we were to compare it to traditional mom/son incest, of course the idea of a mother and son copulating is extremely taboo. But there is a "logic" to it in that it's still based on the concept of the strong, natural mother/son bond, just perverted to the extreme. But the idea of a mother choosing carnal pleasure over her own son, now THAT is the most extreme taboo. Especially if the mother becomes completely corrupted and her humiliating her son becomes part of the kink.
Agreed 100%. This is why I don't like it when the mother is forced, or coerced being with the bully. The erotic part is her choosing the bully over her son.
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I'm 16 now, had it when when i was 14. Was watching those YT videos where an bot voice reads certain comments of specific topics on Reddit, one of them was an question if anyone has ever slept with their Friends Mom/Dad. I just searched something between the lines of "Friend and Mom fuck" or "bully fuck mom" and here i am. Also seen lotsa MomNTR too, i'm mostly switch looking for other switchsons around my age, i don't mind being the bully/friend or the cuckson.
i am a switch son too hmu if you wanna chat
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I got into fetish when I was in kindergarden, lol. Even then I loved strong and/or VOLUPTUOUS women like my mom, considering them more feminine.
Other kids (and later classmates, neighbour kind and etc) always told me that my mom is very beautiful (later "hot" and "sexy") and I reeled aroused by this.
They often told me the would marry her, lol. And even then at the age of 6 and so I imagined my peers (like 6 years old and so on with classmates and friends later on) with my mother on wedding. By that time I knew approximately about "smth that occurs in bed between man and woman" and imagined them in all that kind of situations.
So I'm a veteran of the fetish!)))
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Agreed 100%. This is why I don't like it when the mother is forced, or coerced being with the bully. The erotic part is her choosing the bully over her son.
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Exactly, because at that point, it's not even really primarily in the ntr genre, it's more the forced genre, which I'm not judging because obviously I have no place to judge other people's kinks lol, but it's just not what I'm here for. Now the mother can start reluctant, in fact of course that's how 95% of these stories will start and in fact a lot of times, the longer the build up, the better the payoff. But I get annoyed when she is reluctant and coerced the entire way through to the very end and there's never that moment the switch flips. To me the hottest part is always exactly that moment when the mother crosses that line she can never come back from. When she actively takes part in the cucking of her own son. That's the whole point of the story lol.
Granted I acknowledge I can't speak for everyone. I'm sure there's a ton of fans who prefer the completely coerced version.
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Just imagine if she was banging me bro... That black stick hit different
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I got into fetish when I was in kindergarden, lol. Even then I loved strong and/or VOLUPTUOUS women like my mom, considering them more feminine.
Ironically I got into it around then too. Difference is, when I had sex dreams about my big titted mom, I dreamed about getting her in her knees and fucking her in the middle of the playground. It later turned into fantasising about fucking the girls in class, throat fucking my own teacher in the middle of lessons (as if my dick could of even tickled her tonsles at that age 😂) and wanting to grope and fuck the mom of every kid I met.
I didn't even know it was weird to have those thoughts till we had this super cute teaching assistant playing with all the kids, and I started openly grinding my dick into her ass in front of everyone. She shoved me away looking disgusted, and I had no idea what I'd done wrong 😂
Bare in mind, this was all before High school, and a good few years before anyone else had even began puberty. Yet I was already having fucked up, aggressive fantasies like that 😂
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I'm 28 and I got it when I was 10.
DM me if you want me to tell you my story in telegram.
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I’m 23 now, I was in 8th grade when I started jerking off about this fetish. mine is different than most of your stories. i’m gay. ive always been gay, and I’ve always knows i’ve had a hot mom, as everyone makes comments on it. i used to think that that was the reason I was gay, was that my mom was hot so it turned me gay lol literally. and guys have always found my mom hot, I remember boys staring at her when she’d come volunteer in my class.
Anyway it wasn’t until middle school that it really started clicking to me that i was so attracted to men that could barely give me the time of day. And even worse, they’d each kill to fuck my mom. I had a lot of friends in hs, and id start to get really bitter bringing hot guys home that i’d find attractive and know that i’d have no chance with them, while they’d just be obviously gawking at my mother. even when id invite guys from grindr over, if they met my mom they’d flirt with her. For me i guess it’s a mix of both the humiliation and betrayal of my sweet mother fucking my friend, and then knowing i’ll never get that dick but my mom could get it easily.
I had one pervy friend in hs who’d let me suck his dick while i let him go through my moms shit. Anyway, I was a bit curious if there were any other faggot cuck sons out there with a similar experience
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Was 14, caught my mom cheating. It was like an awakening. Was just standing in front of the door, listening to her moans. Wish i had the courage to peek inside. 25 now, still have wet dreams about that night.
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when i was 15, my mom was drunk and i woke up to the sound of her friend fucking her at night. I look at sneak a peek. At first i was shocked, but it turned into pleasure.
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I was 13 when my mom used to walk around the house only in sheer lacey lingeries before her shower. At 39, she had nice juicy body. Her pink nipples and hairy pussy visible. Those D-cups were definetely an eye-catcher. She laughed at me and closed the door behind her. I dreamt that an experienced milfucker would have hot sex with my mother inside bathroom. Thats my most arousing fantasy till this day!
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I probably got into this fetish between 10-13 years old, I first got into it by finding incest captions and then I started to fantisise about fucking my female classmates, I then fantasized about fucking my teachers which was further increased by them being thick, my principal had a huge ass as well as my PE teacher. There was this one teacher who was blonde and her ass was the best out of them, there was this milf one with red hair and a huge ass. Lastly my English teacher has these huge tits. I imagined me fucking my teachers in various ways, the blonde one I remember imagining her riding me and the red haired one I imagined fucking her against the wall.
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ever since I found out what sex is and how everyone in the world does it my main fantasy was some sort of freeuse sex between anyone I knew. I was probably 11 or 12 and I hadn't even started masturbating yet when I had fantasies of my mom fucking our neighbors or my sister being fucked in her college dorm. later on different fantasies came to my mind and i started having more vanilla visions but after a few years after college when it took me many years to finally being able to find a partner and have sex( I entered my first relationship when I was 26) I started developing some sorts of humiliation or cuckold fetishes. around this time these fetishes mixed with my old fantasies and the became cuckson fantasies or incestous humiliation.
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I am 26 now and got into this fetish slowly over time. I was always attracted to my mom but it was when I was in my later teens that I noticed my mom making subtle, one off jokes about liking black men that I began to fantasize her being fucked by other men.The fetish was solidified for me when I came back from school early one day when my dad was on a business trip that I caught my mom in bed with a black man she worked with. She doesn't know I saw her and I don't think my dad knows but the thought of it continues to get me off.
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I also was gradual, it all started when I found her nudes on my dad's phone when I was 14 and I wanted to fuck her since then, over time I started seeing how other men looked at her and she always wore tight clothing, so I started sharing her pics online and she received a lot of compliments. A lot of muscular well hung men telling me how they would use them, over time this expanded into me being a cuck son and just being proud of wanting to see my mom get destroyed but never fucking her
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Was 14, caught my mom cheating. It was like an awakening. Was just standing in front of the door, listening to her moans. Wish i had the courage to peek inside. 25 now, still have wet dreams about that night.
do you know who she was cheating with? how'd you catch her?