Author Topic: I became a free grope buffet because of my son again, but this time i like it.  (Read 1266 times)

Silvana

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I am a  47 year old divorced heterosexual upper middle class woman. I am blessed with very large breasts, child bearing hips and big butt. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. I am big woman. I am 5 ft 11 and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes me HUGE! But I love my height and my curvy stature. I have gained weight over the years, but i carry  that chubbiness well.  I am always on high heels and full make up on. I have learnt to dress for my shape. I look best when I'm dressed up, 1950's style dresses, satin pencil skirts and other related nice silk and satin wear look good. I wear clothes that fit me properly. Most of my outfit are satin pant and skirt suits,satin patterns, satin coats and satin and silk blouses. I am dressing like this since i graduated college . It is my whole wardrobe. Its how i like to dress myself and that is my style.


 
 I am rich from a wealthy family. I grew up rich. I am used to a lot of money and expensive things because of this. Also my ex husband was a successful businessman. We were married for over 18 years. From April 2003 until June 2021.  We have a  gay son.   




 For 18 years i was married to a man i thought i would grow old with and then he left me. Even though our marriage was always tough i did not want or expect the divorce. I begged him to reconsider, i offered to go to counseling, and even started going back to church. Nothing worked and i was devastated. So after the divorce   i moved with my son here in this  town. I bought a house.


I joined this forum back in October 2021 because i had issues with this lesbian girl my son's groper "friend" . Now i have similar issues with all these weird small lesbian women.
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I was heavily groped by this short skinny creepy ginger girl Ruby on several occasions  in the fall /winter 2021. Here is my original post on this forum https://bullyfucksmymom.com/real-life-discussions/my-son's-'friend'-is-groping-me/msg14067/#msg14067 . But then in January 2022 this groper Ruby just vanished. Her parents had to move for work, so she just moved with them. In September 2023 my son Paul   involved in this local  nonprofit LGBT center . He befriended this  57 year old lesbian woman Gwen.  Gwen is 5ft3 skinny ugly pale woman  . I hate to use words as harsh as ugly, but Gwen would have to be described as very plain at best, but more accurately, unattractive. She is a nerdy, geeky type of a woman in both looks and actions. She is about 5 ft 3 in tall and extremely skinny to the point of being cadaverous. Her legs are like twigs and her arms are equally as painfully thin, terminating in bony hands. Gwen has no womanly shape at all. She has no hips, a tiny scraggy butt and her chest are as flat as a pancake. Probably she weighs no more than ninety pounds.

Gwen is extremely pale to the point of being as white as alabaster. It is as if she had never seen daylight. She has a very thin face with a long, protruding, bony nose, on top of which sits a large pair of dark rimmed, thick lens glasses. Her hair is mousy color, mid length and extremely lank and oily in appearance, as though it was in need of a good wash. Her mouth is quite large and her lips are very thin, exposing a very prominent pair of buck teeth which protruded over her lower lip. Unfortunately, all of these features make her "rodent looking". 

My son partnered up with this woman Gwen. They opened up a  small restaurant. I financially supported my son . He partnered up with this lesbian woman Gwen with my money. My son and Gwen threw an opening party 6 days ago.  I arrived there. I was wearing this red satin blouse buttoned up to the top, tucked into black satin pants and 5inch heels black shoes. I had full make up on. I left my coat in my car. I arrived a little earlier at the diner. My son Paul and his partner Gwen  greeted me. I have never met Gwen in person before. She welcomed me to the party. I walked into the main area.

I was surprised to see so few  women  and gay men there, but i knew i was early. I just stood by myself and watched people slowly start to arrive.

I noted that the women were shorter than me. Most of these women were under-dressed, wearing jeans, t shirts, simple tops and flat shoes.

I got my ass groped for the first time that night by this short like 5ft4 skinny short haired asian looking woman in her early 40s . Gwen noticed and whispered something to the woman groper, and gave me a wink.
I was instantly nervous .



I really needed the bathroom now and excused myself. I could feel the eyes devouring me as I walked and got my ass groped for the 2nd time that night by the small asian looking woman.. I fixed my make up as I finished and looked at myself in the mirror. I took a deep breath and went back out to find my son Paul.

I soon spotted him at a table  talking to the first  asian woman that groped me . I was so surprised I didn't notice this small pale touchy feely woman Gwen my son's partner  come up along side me until she grabbed the side of my boob!

I was shocked and froze, the small strange woman Gwen said," Wow they are so soft.I am literally hypnotized and mesmerized by your big tits. Sorry , but i just can't help it. My attention is focussed on the arresting sight of your sizeable breasts. Wow your breasts are exactly the level of my face. i love your blouse. You are always so elegant and over dressed. With your hair up. Your clothes are so shiny. You are so polished and shiny in this flashy satin clothes on your high heels. Your blouse is so tucked into your pants.
You are always so overdressed, on high heels with full make up on. You are dressed in satin head to toe, for Christ sake. These fancy clothes must be expensive. You are so rich. "

I came to and said, "Yes, they are."

And continued on to Paul. He didn't see Gwen grab my breast and I didn't mention it. Meantime the first groper asian woman was still staring at my tits . It was then I noticed a whole bunch of these lesbians staring at me. I felt like I was on display.

Then my son Paul  said to the asian woman  "Why pinch my mom's  ass  Deb when you can grope her boobs?"

I turned bright red!

Then my son Paul quickly guided Deb's hand to my tit, and she got in a quick squeeze. I heard these lesbians talking .

"Look at those tits!"

"Did you see her let Deb grab her tit?"

"She put her hand on Silvana's tit,!"



"I'd love to squeeze those massive jugs!"



Then my son's partner Gwen got a grab of side boob and a this  short like 5ft3 tall skinny creepy green eyes thin lips gray haired wrinkled face woman in her mid 50s Ruth got ass pinches . Then it was all very real to me.  Suddenly Deb  took each of my tits in her hands and kneaded them . This was intense for me, a strange weird small woman was groping my big tits through my blouse and bra in front of a all these people. She squeezed them. As I just stood there she grabbed  my boobs and  jiggled them.

Suddenly I got my big hanging tits slapped hard left and right by this woman Ruth. They shook and jiggled all over. You could clearly hear the slaps. Then she  swung my tits hard in circles .

It seemed like 30 seconds went by as I stood there getting my big hanging tits swung around by Ruth. Then this really short like 5 ft 2 pale face thin lips light brown haired with Chin-Length haircut woman in her early 40s Amber walked up to me and she absolutely mauled my tits, just squeezing them through my blouse and bra as much as she could, I let her go for a few moments and moved to my son's partner Gwen, who squeezed my boobs . Gwen gave a squeeze and then bounced my heavy boobs in her hands.

Then this woman Ruth just blatantly grabbed both my tits . As I moved into the crowd I must have gotten my tits and ass grabbed 20 times . I was in a  crowd of small lesbian  women who were all getting their hand full of my big boobs  my ass. I felt a strong sense of shame. I felt almost dizzy with embarrassment...and excitement.
But then my son's partner Gwen stepped in and broke up the crowd then and said no more touching allowed. The small lesbian women were bummed, I was slightly relieved as things were escalating too fast for me.

 Then Gwen said " I will walk with you Silvana"

She just linked her right arm in mine while we walked , and it was so uncomfortable. So we walked  , her arm hooked on mine. She said "You are not arrogant . You are letting small older women to touch you. You are a good woman. I am fascinated with you. Your son Paul told me everything about you. We are friends. He said that you allowed his friend Ruby to touch you all she want back in 2021. Paul said that any woman can touch you through clothes. He encouraged me to grope you. Paul says that you are a gentle giant. He is right. You are such a massive woman. I am mesmerized by your vastness. You are physically stronger than me. This beautiful satin clothes are so tight on you because of your body type. You are so tall, big and soft. You are dressed in satin and I just can’t resist touching and stroking satin fabric because It's just so soft and smooth to touch when rubbing. Paul says that you tolerate touching and rubbing by small  women.  Most of the lesbian women in our town are attending this party. You are a lesbian magnet with your height, boobs and ass. Most of these women are Paul's friends from the LGBT center" I was shocked and speechless. .


So she talked and we walked , her arm hooked on mine, for like 5 minutes.



Than she pulled her arm out of my arm. I closed my eyes tightly to ease the sting of embarrassment. It only worked for about thirty seconds before the sting of embarrassment was replaced with the sting of having my ass slapped by Gwen. "I'd like to invite everyone to come so you can get your photo taken with our star attraction  our friend's Paul mother this evening." Gwen said to the excited small women.
My son Paul just laughed.
 "Get an extra good squeeze in girls." Gwen said as both small women Ruth and Deb held their drinks with one hand and each gave one of my tits a grab and rude shake.

" to the left." Gwen said giving my ass another slap.

The women had easy access to my breasts and allow the photographer to capture my reaction to having my tits groped. This  this really ugly, short like 5ft3/5ft4, skinny, kinda masculine, long horse's faced, big mouth, thin lips, outstanding and uneven teeth, greasy brownish hair woman in her mid 50s  Jodi wrapped her left arm around my back to cup my big left tit and rest her head on my soft right breast while the camera clicked.

"Thank you." she said to me giving my left tit one last honk.

Jodi walked away smiling.

The next really short ginger woman positioned herself between my boobs so that my huge breasts looked like the Mickey Mouse Ears . After she smiled for her picture I had to suffer another firm squeeing of her left boob.

"Thank You." she told me. I was so embarrassed, and i was watching all these women laugh and talk about me as they looked right at me doing nothing to help. Knowing they didn't care at all to help but instead watched and laughed at me surprisingly  turned me on so much.



Next in line were these two small young masculine women. They posed with their faces pressed into the sides of my huge round mounds. both smiled with their tongues sticking out of the sides of their mouths . .

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" These women are relentless. They want you. You need to be covered. You need human shield.  You need this. Just trust me" small ugly Gwen said, and pulled me to her. Gwen turned me to face the others , and reached her hands up to cup my breasts from behind. She was kneading my breasts. i gasped, but otherwise did nothing.

"From now on i am Silvana's human shield girls" jokingly said Gwen. "I mean, she is physically covered by me. You cant touch her. "

There was no fight left in me. Being passive and powerless liberated me from the stress of proper behaviour. I abandoned all that stressful responsibility for my own actions. I literally surrendered to the small ugly Gwen. To my surprise, her touch was causing me to become slightly aroused. An involuntary wetness rushed between my legs.

The women and the gay men  were all staring  and murmuring.

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Gwen said, "I am admiring you Silvana. You are dressed in all this satin . You are everything we are not. You are a big woman. You are a massive woman. You are much taller and bigger than any woman here. You are so sophisticated and elegant. I am fascinated with you. To be honest i befriended your son Paul because of you.   "

Then she started lifting and squeezing  my breasts. My head was up and my chest heaved out, as i got goosed and tit – fondled. We were standing  in the middle of the restaurant. The women  were, staring, then averting their eyes at the incongruous scene, the massive tall woman standing still, letting the small skinny woman to fondle her breasts. Nobody said a word. Most of the other lesbian women just stood there watching my breasts getting squeezed, lifted and jiggled by small ugly Gwen with kinda angry look on their faces. Gwen  just kept rubbing, lifting and squeezing my breasts. I felt humiliated and dehumanized, but i was helplessly getting wet.

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My son was sitting at this table with this woman Megan. Gwen  turned me towards the table and said "Walk fast Silvana. . " We walked. Small weird Gwen was literally attached , with her hands holding my breasts. We walked  to the table .  My son Paul laughed. Gwen  removed her hand's from my breasts and  sat on the chair,

She reached out , grabbed me by my waist and pulled me towards her. My ass grounded itself into Gwen's lap.

I took a moment to realize what happened and the position i was is in. I begin to lift myself but Gwen s right arm was firmly secured around my lower torso. I looked back at her to catch a small grin planted on Gwen's face. I tried to lift myself off of this weird small Gwen's lap, again before being pulled back down on her.

"You are so heavy Silvana , but your place is here on my lap. " she said jokingly. " Sit back and relax. "

So i just kept sitting on this small skinny older woman Gwen's lap facing forwards away from her. I sat silently on her lap for 10 minutes or so, while Gwen was resting her hands on my hips and chatting with my son Paul and Megan, feeling slightly awkward about it. Then small Gwen started feeling me up as i sat on her lap. This woman Megan looked on disapprovingly as she openly squeezed my tits. I made no attempt to stop Gwen from rubbing my boobs.

Megan asked "Silvana . Are you bisexual? "

"I am strictly hetero. "i replied" As far as having intimacy with a woman? That s just something that I haven t done and will probably not do so. Im a straight woman never got turned on by a women. Erin can touch me all she wants, I guess i got used to it, but i am not getting any sexual pleasure."

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Gwen lightly rubbed my's nipples through my blouse and bra.

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Paul said, "It is a good thing that you are letting all these women my friends  to touch you mom? Mom  you are a big elegant upper middle class woman, 5ft11 tall on those 5inch shoes and curvy. Everything about you is big – your breasts, your butt, your thighs, your shoulders. These short skinny poor women are just fascinated with you. Just let them. They are not physically threatening to you at all, and the chances that they could actually harm you are virtually nil. "

"It is not a big deal Paul .  i got used to the rubbing and groping. " i replied.

"It's because of your mother's sheer boob size Paul. Bottom line! Having a booty is one thing but being able to pull off having gigantic boobs takes a certain kind of woman. " she exclaimed. "

Like if your mother don't get groped on a regular basis her boobs grow bigger making it NECESSARY to be groped". " Gwen responded and gave both of my tits one hard squeeze .



Then all of a sudden this really short ugly pale face creepy green eyes thin lips light brown haired with Chin-Length haircut masculine woman in her mid 50s Amber walked toward the chair where i was being groped by Gwen and said, " Silvana i must grab your enormous tits once more.  Please"

I got off of Gwen's lap and said. "  You  can touch me all you want.  Any woman here can touch me. "

Then Amber grabbed both of my boobs with both hands as i stood in front of the small pale woman . Her face was exactly the level of my breasts" They are sooo massive, " Amber  said loudly as she felt me up. "I have never felt anything like these big monsters! Now I can squeeze them whenever I want. You said any woman here, me included. Silvana you are a great woman You are a good woman."

I felt humiliated as i let Amber feel me up. Small weird Gwen watched and then got up came over and squeezed one of my boobs. I felt embarrassed. I told them that i have to go.

Then both small ugly women removed their hands from my breasts.

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Small weird Gwen  surprised  me  when she fell into my breasts, and she stroked my back telling me what a brave and good woman i am . Even when she reached down and squeezed my bottom it seemed reassuring. Matilda felt like Gwen respected me and wanted to make sure i didn't feel badly. Gwen was pressing her ugly  face onto my boobs and squeezing my ass with her both hands, but i did not pull away. Instead i lost myself in the moment.

Finally small ginger i cleared my throat and reminded her that i had to go. Small pale Gwen stopped "hugging" me and i left.

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« Last Edit: February 10, 2024, 06:19:44 AM by Silvana »



Silvana

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I'm struggling for my life right now with how strongly I'm reacting to these silly experiences. I have no clue why but i just love being groped in public places by these  short skinny inferior women and just wanted to post and admit that i love it. I enjoy the feeling of being used and treated like a giant toy by these women in front of every one. It’s so embarrassing but I can’t get enough of it. I love the attention. I love how it feels.Also I'm afraid of menopause. Truth is I'm frightened. This question is always around - will my desire be totally killed with menopause? Or it's possible/it happens to go through it and still wanna have sex ? I have become really insecure about my looks and overall attractiveness. I am petrified when thinking of menopause. I can't imagine what menopause would to do me. Maybe that is why i enjoy the attention and groping in public by these  weird small skinny women?