I am a 44 year old divorced heterosexual upper middle class woman. I am blessed with very large breasts, child bearing hips and big butt. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. I am big woman. I am 5 ft 11 and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes me HUGE! But I love my height and my curvy stature. I have gained weight over the years, but i carry that chubbiness well. I am always on high heels and full make up on. I have learnt to dress for my shape. I look best when I'm dressed up, 1950's style dresses, satin pencil skirts and other related nice silk and satin wear look good. I wear clothes that fit me properly. Most of my outfit are satin pant and skirt suits,satin patterns, satin coats and satin and silk blouses. I am dressing like this since i graduated college . It is my whole wardrobe. Its how i like to dress myself and that is my style.
I am rich from a wealthy family. I grew up rich. I am used to a lot of money and expensive things because of this. Also my ex husband was a successful businessman. We were married for over 18 years. From April 2003 until June 2021. We have a 17 year old gay son.
For 18 years i was married to a man i thought i would grow old with and then he left me. Even though our marriage was always tough i did not want or expect the divorce. I begged him to reconsider, i offered to go to counseling, and even started going back to church. Nothing worked and i was devastated. So after the divorce i moved with my son here in this new town. I bought a house. Three months ago i opened up an antique store.
My gay son Paul is struggling in his new high school. I was concerned about my 17-year old son Paul not having any friends. Not a single one. I was also worried about how he'll be treated by his peers. This is a very conservative state, and homosexuality isn't really as accepted here as in other more liberal areas such as New York or California.
Incident #1
7 days ago i was standing in the middle of my store, chatting with my employee Grace . I was wearing a purple long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black satin pencil skirt, sheer black pantyhose and 5 inch heels purple shoes. I had full make up on. My son walked in with this this really short like 5 ft 3 skinny ugly girl . She had carrot-top red unkempt hair. She also had the pale skin typical of her coloring. A rash of pimples completed the picture. My son introduced her to me
"Mom this is Ruby. She is my new friend. She is the leader of the gay clique in school. "
"Wow mrs Silvana. You are exactly like they described you." this ginger midget Ruby said to me. She was measuring me with her eyes as surely as a seamstress measures before she cuts.
" Who described me? " i asked her.
" Ooh. I can't say that. " she answered and continued talking. " You are so overdressed and shiny, exactly like they described you. You are such a massive woman. Your breasts look absolutely huge, even with your blouse buttoned up to the top. They are vaulting off your chest and being seen from your side and even behind you i can still see your breasts. Your butt is big and heart-shaped also. This fancy clothes are so tight on you because of your body type.
Your breasts are sooo large. They are massive. This blouse you are wearing is so tight fitting that stretches taut across your chest, it is buttoned up to the top but the buttons are almost threatening to pop free. Wow your bra size must be 40DD. On a shorter woman they would look cartoonish or disproportionately huge , but you are a giantess, so I knew that they are a double handful of natural massive breasts. ! I am fascinated with the size of your boobs. As you can see I am totally flat. My breasts are tiny. "
I didn't know how to respond to that. To my big surprise Ruby reached up and just grabbed both of my boobs with her both hands as i stood in front of the small ginger girl . Her face was exactly the level of my breasts" They are sooo massive," Ruby said loudly as she felt me up. "I have never felt anything like these big monsters. I have been staring at them on your FB photos for months! Now I am Paul's friend so i can squeeze them whenever I want. Mrs Silvana you are a great woman You are a good woman."
I felt humiliated as i let this small ginger Ruby to feel me up. I felt embarrassed and self-conscious as i waited for her to stop. I was totally unprepared for that behavior from anyone. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. But I was one of the lucky ones that's never had her boobs grabbed, touched, or jiggled before. Probably because of my size and my bitch resting face. My lack of familiarity with this type of situations was not just limited to being groped either, as so far i had no involvement with lesbians at all.
This small ginger Ruby just kept feeling up and squeezing my breasts for 2/3 minutes or so!!!
Then finally this small ugly girl Ruby removed her hands from my breasts.
.
Then small ginger Ruby surprised me again when she fell into my breasts, and she stroked my back telling me what a good woman i am . Even when she reached down and squeezed my bottom it seemed reassuring. I felt like this small ginger Ruby respected me and wanted to make sure i didn't feel badly. Ruby was pressing her ugly pale face onto my boobs and squeezing my ass with her both hands, but i did not pull away. Instead i lost myself in the moment. My employee Grace was watching with a weirded look on her face.
Then these two women costumers walked in, .so small ginger Ruby stopped "hugging" me and she went outside. My son followed her like a puppy.
Incident #2.
Four days ago i arrived home from my store. I was wearing a black cotton blazer over my shoulders, a red long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black cotton pencil skirt, sheer lace hold up nylon stockings and 5 inch heels red shoes. I had full make up on. I got out of the car. This short skinny creepy ginger girl Ruby walked out of my house. She came RUSHING up when she saw me. She said to me
"uuuu i love your blouse. Mrs Silvana you are always so elegant and over dressed. We hung out with Paul. Your house is so luxurious and spacious. Just as a part of my hillbilly psychology I have a dumb question.
Why are you always so overdressed, on high heels with full make up on? Does your upbringing/parents status motivate you to always look good/dressed to the max, or is that something you do for yourself?" she asked me.
"I admit to you that my upbringing/parents status motivate me to always look good/dressed to the max.
I’ve just had to commit to being ‘the overdressed one’. I'm an extreme over-dresser, I never underdress. I just enjoy getting put together. It's a rare occasion to see me in athleisure or without my eyebrows done. For me, dressing in nice, coordinated outfits is a daily hobby and joy.
I am always the most dressed up person wherever I go. I get the "srhlzbth always looks so put together/ dressed up" comments a lot, and I just got used to it. I’m just the chronically overdressed person everywhere I go. But after people see you in nice clothes, jewelry, lipstick, on high heels etc a few times, they accept it as your usual look.
So I'm not gonna lie... I like dressing up, I probably waste a lot of time putting on makeup every single day, and I take way too long to shop. I just love to dress up. " I answered.
Than this weirdo small girl Ruby reached up and just placed her both hands on my collar bones and started rubbing up and down my upper breasts n the most awkward way( her ugly face was exactly the level of my breasts). She said to me "Paul told me everything about your family. Your father comes from old money. He is a WASP. Your mother is part Norwegian American/ part Italian American. Her family is wealthy too. You are a great woman. You are so tall, big and soft. I am fascinated with your size. You are a colossal woman. " Then she continued asking me about my wardrobe, my style and such.
The whole time while we were talking she was patting my upper breasts with her both hands. We had the most awkward conversation, like really weird, long pauses.
Then this weird small ginger girl Ruby just lowered her both hands and started fully rubbing my breasts for a solid 3/4 minutes. I backed up and looked at her and she just kept rubbing. So fucking weird. She was patting and rubbing my breasts for like 3/4 minutes. She kept rubbing and feeling up my breasts while she was talking about her fascination with me. She just kept rubbing up and down my breasts with her both hands while she was explaining her fascination with my size to me.
It was just awkward. I was just standing there stiff as a board while she was feeling up my boobs . Also my blazer was over my shoulders(balancing a blazer on your shoulders isn’t easy. Your shoulders must remain lifted, keeping the luxe fabric from slipping off and down your back.) I was just standing there kind of awkwardly letting it happen. People have seen it happen. It was not particularly crowded on the street , probably about 3/4 people in sight, but I caught a few stares. I was humiliated by her. I was just standing there tall, still and silent on my own driveway, letting it happen. Then she said "I gotta go. My mom is waiting for her pills" and finally stopped rubbing my breasts and walked away. I went inside .
My son was sitting in the kitchen. I walked into the kitchen
"This ugly pervert midget Ruby your so called friend is groping me. She is just groping me. This weirdo groped me in in front of you and Grace in my own store. She groped me now on my own driveway. I never had my breasts or butt grabbed before by man or woman. What is wrong with this freak? I am strictly heterosexual. If a man did this to me it would pretty much constitute sexual harassment, but because she is a small tiny ugly girl she thinks i will let her get away with it. I strongly suspect that i am targeted by this girl Ruby, maybe she befriended you just to grope me.
I have an overwhelming amount of attention from men. As long as I remember….I've attracted men like crazy. Usually, it's always lust is why they are so drawn to me. But I have never been groped by a strange man. Probably because of my bitch resting face. When I have a blank expression people assume that I'm in a bad mood.
These midget hideous girl Ruby is so invasive. I have never encountered this sort of person before. " I loudly complained to my son.
"Mom you are not the victim. You arrogant, spoiled, stuck up, upper middle class snob. Ruby is just fascinated with you. You are always dressed in these shiny fancy clothes, on those 5inch heels, with full make up, with your hair up, with your huge boobs your, big ass ? You are 5ft11. Ruby is small and skinny. She is much shorter than you. Midget, as you call her. You arrogant overdressed cow" my son angrily responded.
I was shocked by his response to my rant. I answered " Well, Paul i don’t intend to dress in any particular ‘way’ for anyone. I just wear what I like. I wear clothes that fit me properly. I don’t wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything i wear looks tight on me. Being tall and curvy draws attention on its own. This can be both positive and negative. I am not trying to sound conceited at all, but my looks and body shape get me quite a lot of attention from men. It's been that way since I started developing as a young teenager, but i have never been groped by a strange man. Your dyke midget friend is a predator."
.
" You are such a homophobe. You arrogant spoiled cow!!! " my own son yelled at me
" What are you talking about Paul. I am not homophobic, but I am strictly hetero. "i replied" As far as having intimacy with a woman? That s just something that I haven t done and will probably not do so. Im a straight woman never got turned on by a women. "
"
My son Paul said, "If you are 100% straight, why don't you let Ruby to touch you? Think about it. She is kinda masculine but she is just a short, tiny, skinny, poor, girl. She is not tough and strong. You are physically stronger. Mom you are a big elegant upper middle class woman, 5ft11 tall on those 5inch shoes and curvy. Everything about you is big – your breasts, your butt, your thighs, your shoulders. Ruby is just fascinated with you. Just let her. I need this friendship. Ruby is a leader of the gay clique. I joined that group. Do you want to ruin that for me? Just let her. Please take this as constructive suggestion."
"Maybe you are right. " i replied. My son Paul kinda persuaded me.