...Did you go back to dating younger guys again? And if so, does your son still get his cuckold thrill out of your relationships?
Yes & yes. Thanks for your voice of sanity and contributing to the thread.
It sounds more like you are an exhibitionist, and your son is a voyeur. Cuckolding is a form of sado-machoism where the cuck enjoys being betrayed/humiliated, while the cuckholdress and/or bull enjoy betraying/humiliated the cuck.
Have you ever felt that you were "getting back" at your son's father by having sex with lots of young guys with your son's knowledge?
I've been chatting online for years about the subject, ask 100 cucks and they will reply with 100 different definitions of cuckolding. I have met guys who called themselves alpha cucks and others who were doormat cucks. I find cuckolding humiliating (for the man) by default, I don't feel I have to bully and humiliate my son.
I'm not sure I would call myself an exhibitionist but I appreciate attention from men, every woman likes attention and to know others find her pretty & desired.
No, I've never felt like that for my son's father. Obviously without his sperm none of this would have happened, on the other hand I haven't seen him since I was 18. I don't even know his last name so I could search for him. If he's alive, he has no idea he has a kid, me and son have accepted that we'll never see him again. I explained I didn't know I was pregnant until I went back at home and he had returned to his country. For those who are too young, at the time you could only communicate either with letters or long distance calls that cost more than local calls. I wasn't in love with him, I had no reason to keep in touch.
Hey NatMoon, what is your opinion about your son? I mean, it seems like he's a virgin... Do you think he'll be a virgin his whole life? (It is not a bad thing, it is just another way of living life). You really are very understanding and kind to him for allowing him to use your thongs to jerk off, seeing you have sex must be heaven for him, how is your son's cock? small, medium or big?
My opinion is biased, I'll always be him mom first and most importantly, the kink is something we do but does not rule our lives. We are not a 24/7 couple who lives according to their kink, not only I would be bored doing the same thing everyday but I would never do that to my son. Every young person needs options and decide what he/she wants to do in life, I made sure he has his.
He lost his virginity the summer he became 18 to my ex-roomate/co-worker/best friend. He hadn't managed to do it with two gf's he had previously and I asked my friend if she wanted to help. She loves him like her own, she has an open mind and she was single at the time so they spent a weekend together. Then they did it a couple more times during that summer. It helped him to relax for a while and concentrate on his life rather than mine but not for long... His dick is medium size.
M/27/Single
NatMom, your story is quite arousing, thank you for sharing. Do not pay mind to the people asking for pictures, you should not feel pressured to. I hope you share more of yourself and your experiences in the future. Your thoughts are well composed and translate nicely into text, which makes me interested to read more...
...In the end, I don't want these situations to happen in real life unless all parties involved consent to the nature of the arrangement. That is part of what made reading your story so hot. I do hope you and your son can continue to experience this unique relationship that very few people are able to.
Thank you and I agree about consent. Presently we are in a good place regarding our kink, excluding of course the complications of the Covid-19. We had no interaction from when (approximately) he was 21 - 24. First because there was no man available I felt I could trust with our secret and then my son met a girl he liked so much it motivated him to move out and live with her for about 2.5 years. He asked to share her with other men, she found it weird and declined. When their relationship was over he kept the apartment, we have agreed no matter how much we enjoy our interaction I need my space and he needs to have his own life away from me.
Unknown to me, he was looking for someone who could trust with our secret even when he was with his gf, someone to introduce to me who would be cool about the whole thing. He became friends with someone who were discussing video games and after they met he realized by the conversations he could be the one. He's kinda an even younger version of the stud my creepy bf was sharing me. He's 22 who has done part time modeling, he has a fit body, big dick and he's so charming and confident he makes me wet. I'm not the first mature woman he has been (far from it) and I'm not the first friends mom he has fucked only the other sons were clueless. I like him so much I haven't been with another man since we met although that's typical of me, I'm not the cheater type. I have cheated when I was younger but I don't like it.