I am a  47 year old divorced heterosexual upper middle class woman. I am blessed with very large breasts, child bearing hips and big butt. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. I am big woman. I am 5 ft 11 and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes me HUGE! But I love my height and my curvy stature. I have gained weight over the years, but i carry  that chubbiness well.  I am always on high heels and full make up on. I have learnt to dress for my shape. I look best when I'm dressed up, 1950's style dresses, satin pencil skirts and other related nice silk and satin wear look good. I wear clothes that fit me properly. Most of my outfit are satin pant and skirt suits,satin patterns, satin coats and satin and silk blouses. I am dressing like this since i graduated college . It is my whole wardrobe. Its how i like to dress myself and that is my style.


 
 I am rich from a wealthy family. I grew up rich. I am used to a lot of money and expensive things because of this. Also my ex husband was a successful businessman. We were married for over 18 years. From April 2003 until June 2021.  We have a  gay son.   




 For 18 years i was married to a man i thought i would grow old with and then he left me. Even though our marriage was always tough i did not want or expect the divorce. I begged him to reconsider, i offered to go to counseling, and even started going back to church. Nothing worked and i was devastated. So after the divorce   i moved with my son here in this  town. I bought a house.


I joined this forum back in October 2021 because i had issues with this lesbian girl my son's groper "friend" . Now i have similar issues with all these weird small lesbian women.
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I was heavily groped by this short skinny creepy ginger girl Ruby on several occasions  in the fall /winter 2021. Here is my original post on this forum https://bullyfucksmymom.com/real-life-discussions/my-son's-'friend'-is-groping-me/msg14067/#msg14067 . But then in January 2022 this groper Ruby just vanished. Her parents had to move for work, so she just moved with them. In September 2023 my son Paul   involved in this local  nonprofit LGBT center . He befriended this  57 year old lesbian woman Gwen.  Gwen is 5ft3 skinny ugly pale woman  . I hate to use words as harsh as ugly, but Gwen would have to be described as very plain at best, but more accurately, unattractive. She is a nerdy, geeky type of a woman in both looks and actions. She is about 5 ft 3 in tall and extremely skinny to the point of being cadaverous. Her legs are like twigs and her arms are equally as painfully thin, terminating in bony hands. Gwen has no womanly shape at all. She has no hips, a tiny scraggy butt and her chest are as flat as a pancake. Probably she weighs no more than ninety pounds.

Gwen is extremely pale to the point of being as white as alabaster. It is as if she had never seen daylight. She has a very thin face with a long, protruding, bony nose, on top of which sits a large pair of dark rimmed, thick lens glasses. Her hair is mousy color, mid length and extremely lank and oily in appearance, as though it was in need of a good wash. Her mouth is quite large and her lips are very thin, exposing a very prominent pair of buck teeth which protruded over her lower lip. Unfortunately, all of these features make her "rodent looking". 

My son partnered up with this woman Gwen. They opened up a  small restaurant. I financially supported my son . He partnered up with this lesbian woman Gwen with my money. My son and Gwen threw an opening party 6 days ago.  I arrived there. I was wearing this red satin blouse buttoned up to the top, tucked into black satin pants and 5inch heels black shoes. I had full make up on. I left my coat in my car. I arrived a little earlier at the diner. My son Paul and his partner Gwen  greeted me. I have never met Gwen in person before. She welcomed me to the party. I walked into the main area.

I was surprised to see so few  women  and gay men there, but i knew i was early. I just stood by myself and watched people slowly start to arrive.

I noted that the women were shorter than me. Most of these women were under-dressed, wearing jeans, t shirts, simple tops and flat shoes.

I got my ass groped for the first time that night by this short like 5ft4 skinny short haired asian looking woman in her early 40s . Gwen noticed and whispered something to the woman groper, and gave me a wink.
I was instantly nervous .



I really needed the bathroom now and excused myself. I could feel the eyes devouring me as I walked and got my ass groped for the 2nd time that night by the small asian looking woman.. I fixed my make up as I finished and looked at myself in the mirror. I took a deep breath and went back out to find my son Paul.

I soon spotted him at a table  talking to the first  asian woman that groped me . I was so surprised I didn't notice this small pale touchy feely woman Gwen my son's partner  come up along side me until she grabbed the side of my boob!

I was shocked and froze, the small strange woman Gwen said," Wow they are so soft.I am literally hypnotized and mesmerized by your big tits. Sorry , but i just can't help it. My attention is focussed on the arresting sight of your sizeable breasts. Wow your breasts are exactly the level of my face. i love your blouse. You are always so elegant and over dressed. With your hair up. Your clothes are so shiny. You are so polished and shiny in this flashy satin clothes on your high heels. Your blouse is so tucked into your pants.
You are always so overdressed, on high heels with full make up on. You are dressed in satin head to toe, for Christ sake. These fancy clothes must be expensive. You are so rich. "

I came to and said, "Yes, they are."

And continued on to Paul. He didn't see Gwen grab my breast and I didn't mention it. Meantime the first groper asian woman was still staring at my tits . It was then I noticed a whole bunch of these lesbians staring at me. I felt like I was on display.

Then my son Paul  said to the asian woman  "Why pinch my mom's  ass  Deb when you can grope her boobs?"

I turned bright red!

Then my son Paul quickly guided Deb's hand to my tit, and she got in a quick squeeze. I heard these lesbians talking .

"Look at those tits!"

"Did you see her let Deb grab her tit?"

"She put her hand on Silvana's tit,!"



"I'd love to squeeze those massive jugs!"



Then my son's partner Gwen got a grab of side boob and a this  short like 5ft3 tall skinny creepy green eyes thin lips gray haired wrinkled face woman in her mid 50s Ruth got ass pinches . Then it was all very real to me.  Suddenly Deb  took each of my tits in her hands and kneaded them . This was intense for me, a strange weird small woman was groping my big tits through my blouse and bra in front of a all these people. She squeezed them. As I just stood there she grabbed  my boobs and  jiggled them.

Suddenly I got my big hanging tits slapped hard left and right by this woman Ruth. They shook and jiggled all over. You could clearly hear the slaps. Then she  swung my tits hard in circles .

It seemed like 30 seconds went by as I stood there getting my big hanging tits swung around by Ruth. Then this really short like 5 ft 2 pale face thin lips light brown haired with Chin-Length haircut woman in her early 40s Amber walked up to me and she absolutely mauled my tits, just squeezing them through my blouse and bra as much as she could, I let her go for a few moments and moved to my son's partner Gwen, who squeezed my boobs . Gwen gave a squeeze and then bounced my heavy boobs in her hands.

Then this woman Ruth just blatantly grabbed both my tits . As I moved into the crowd I must have gotten my tits and ass grabbed 20 times . I was in a  crowd of small lesbian  women who were all getting their hand full of my big boobs  my ass. I felt a strong sense of shame. I felt almost dizzy with embarrassment...and excitement.
But then my son's partner Gwen stepped in and broke up the crowd then and said no more touching allowed. The small lesbian women were bummed, I was slightly relieved as things were escalating too fast for me.

 Then Gwen said " I will walk with you Silvana"

She just linked her right arm in mine while we walked , and it was so uncomfortable. So we walked  , her arm hooked on mine. She said "You are not arrogant . You are letting small older women to touch you. You are a good woman. I am fascinated with you. Your son Paul told me everything about you. We are friends. He said that you allowed his friend Ruby to touch you all she want back in 2021. Paul said that any woman can touch you through clothes. He encouraged me to grope you. Paul says that you are a gentle giant. He is right. You are such a massive woman. I am mesmerized by your vastness. You are physically stronger than me. This beautiful satin clothes are so tight on you because of your body type. You are so tall, big and soft. You are dressed in satin and I just can’t resist touching and stroking satin fabric because It's just so soft and smooth to touch when rubbing. Paul says that you tolerate touching and rubbing by small  women.  Most of the lesbian women in our town are attending this party. You are a lesbian magnet with your height, boobs and ass. Most of these women are Paul's friends from the LGBT center" I was shocked and speechless. .


So she talked and we walked , her arm hooked on mine, for like 5 minutes.



Than she pulled her arm out of my arm. I closed my eyes tightly to ease the sting of embarrassment. It only worked for about thirty seconds before the sting of embarrassment was replaced with the sting of having my ass slapped by Gwen. "I'd like to invite everyone to come so you can get your photo taken with our star attraction  our friend's Paul mother this evening." Gwen said to the excited small women.
My son Paul just laughed.
 "Get an extra good squeeze in girls." Gwen said as both small women Ruth and Deb held their drinks with one hand and each gave one of my tits a grab and rude shake.

" to the left." Gwen said giving my ass another slap.

The women had easy access to my breasts and allow the photographer to capture my reaction to having my tits groped. This  this really ugly, short like 5ft3/5ft4, skinny, kinda masculine, long horse's faced, big mouth, thin lips, outstanding and uneven teeth, greasy brownish hair woman in her mid 50s  Jodi wrapped her left arm around my back to cup my big left tit and rest her head on my soft right breast while the camera clicked.

"Thank you." she said to me giving my left tit one last honk.

Jodi walked away smiling.

The next really short ginger woman positioned herself between my boobs so that my huge breasts looked like the Mickey Mouse Ears . After she smiled for her picture I had to suffer another firm squeeing of her left boob.

"Thank You." she told me. I was so embarrassed, and i was watching all these women laugh and talk about me as they looked right at me doing nothing to help. Knowing they didn't care at all to help but instead watched and laughed at me surprisingly  turned me on so much.



Next in line were these two small young masculine women. They posed with their faces pressed into the sides of my huge round mounds. both smiled with their tongues sticking out of the sides of their mouths . .

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" These women are relentless. They want you. You need to be covered. You need human shield.  You need this. Just trust me" small ugly Gwen said, and pulled me to her. Gwen turned me to face the others , and reached her hands up to cup my breasts from behind. She was kneading my breasts. i gasped, but otherwise did nothing.

"From now on i am Silvana's human shield girls" jokingly said Gwen. "I mean, she is physically covered by me. You cant touch her. "

There was no fight left in me. Being passive and powerless liberated me from the stress of proper behaviour. I abandoned all that stressful responsibility for my own actions. I literally surrendered to the small ugly Gwen. To my surprise, her touch was causing me to become slightly aroused. An involuntary wetness rushed between my legs.

The women and the gay men  were all staring  and murmuring.

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Gwen said, "I am admiring you Silvana. You are dressed in all this satin . You are everything we are not. You are a big woman. You are a massive woman. You are much taller and bigger than any woman here. You are so sophisticated and elegant. I am fascinated with you. To be honest i befriended your son Paul because of you.   "

Then she started lifting and squeezing  my breasts. My head was up and my chest heaved out, as i got goosed and tit – fondled. We were standing  in the middle of the restaurant. The women  were, staring, then averting their eyes at the incongruous scene, the massive tall woman standing still, letting the small skinny woman to fondle her breasts. Nobody said a word. Most of the other lesbian women just stood there watching my breasts getting squeezed, lifted and jiggled by small ugly Gwen with kinda angry look on their faces. Gwen  just kept rubbing, lifting and squeezing my breasts. I felt humiliated and dehumanized, but i was helplessly getting wet.

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My son was sitting at this table with this woman Megan. Gwen  turned me towards the table and said "Walk fast Silvana. . " We walked. Small weird Gwen was literally attached , with her hands holding my breasts. We walked  to the table .  My son Paul laughed. Gwen  removed her hand's from my breasts and  sat on the chair,

She reached out , grabbed me by my waist and pulled me towards her. My ass grounded itself into Gwen's lap.

I took a moment to realize what happened and the position i was is in. I begin to lift myself but Gwen s right arm was firmly secured around my lower torso. I looked back at her to catch a small grin planted on Gwen's face. I tried to lift myself off of this weird small Gwen's lap, again before being pulled back down on her.

"You are so heavy Silvana , but your place is here on my lap. " she said jokingly. " Sit back and relax. "

So i just kept sitting on this small skinny older woman Gwen's lap facing forwards away from her. I sat silently on her lap for 10 minutes or so, while Gwen was resting her hands on my hips and chatting with my son Paul and Megan, feeling slightly awkward about it. Then small Gwen started feeling me up as i sat on her lap. This woman Megan looked on disapprovingly as she openly squeezed my tits. I made no attempt to stop Gwen from rubbing my boobs.

Megan asked "Silvana . Are you bisexual? "

"I am strictly hetero. "i replied" As far as having intimacy with a woman? That s just something that I haven t done and will probably not do so. Im a straight woman never got turned on by a women. Erin can touch me all she wants, I guess i got used to it, but i am not getting any sexual pleasure."

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Gwen lightly rubbed my's nipples through my blouse and bra.

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Paul said, "It is a good thing that you are letting all these women my friends  to touch you mom? Mom  you are a big elegant upper middle class woman, 5ft11 tall on those 5inch shoes and curvy. Everything about you is big – your breasts, your butt, your thighs, your shoulders. These short skinny poor women are just fascinated with you. Just let them. They are not physically threatening to you at all, and the chances that they could actually harm you are virtually nil. "

"It is not a big deal Paul .  i got used to the rubbing and groping. " i replied.

"It's because of your mother's sheer boob size Paul. Bottom line! Having a booty is one thing but being able to pull off having gigantic boobs takes a certain kind of woman. " she exclaimed. "

Like if your mother don't get groped on a regular basis her boobs grow bigger making it NECESSARY to be groped". " Gwen responded and gave both of my tits one hard squeeze .



Then all of a sudden this really short ugly pale face creepy green eyes thin lips light brown haired with Chin-Length haircut masculine woman in her mid 50s Amber walked toward the chair where i was being groped by Gwen and said, " Silvana i must grab your enormous tits once more.  Please"

I got off of Gwen's lap and said. "  You  can touch me all you want.  Any woman here can touch me. "

Then Amber grabbed both of my boobs with both hands as i stood in front of the small pale woman . Her face was exactly the level of my breasts" They are sooo massive, " Amber  said loudly as she felt me up. "I have never felt anything like these big monsters! Now I can squeeze them whenever I want. You said any woman here, me included. Silvana you are a great woman You are a good woman."

I felt humiliated as i let Amber feel me up. Small weird Gwen watched and then got up came over and squeezed one of my boobs. I felt embarrassed. I told them that i have to go.

Then both small ugly women removed their hands from my breasts.

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Small weird Gwen  surprised  me  when she fell into my breasts, and she stroked my back telling me what a brave and good woman i am . Even when she reached down and squeezed my bottom it seemed reassuring. Matilda felt like Gwen respected me and wanted to make sure i didn't feel badly. Gwen was pressing her ugly  face onto my boobs and squeezing my ass with her both hands, but i did not pull away. Instead i lost myself in the moment.

Finally small ginger i cleared my throat and reminded her that i had to go. Small pale Gwen stopped "hugging" me and i left.

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Incident #. 6



11 days ago i arrived at my store. I was wearing a black and white striped long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black leather pants and 5 inch heels black shoes. I had my long black fur coat over my shoulders. I had full make up on. My son Paul and his "friend" this small ginger ugly girl Ruby were there. They were chatting with my employee Grace. Ruby walked up to me and said" Hi mrs Silvana.  Long time no see. Grace told me that your computer is messed up. I can help you with that. I have some knowledge. "

"Thank you so much , really. I need my computer fixed. '' i thanked her.

"No need to thank me. I am Paul's only friend. Those are perfect mrs Silvana. Too perfect. Alright, I'm sorry, but they can't be left alone." Saying this, the small ginger creepy girl Ruby, started to reach for my breasts ( her face was exactly the level of my breasts).

"Hey! Please don't!"i replied

"Yeah, but this is too good to pass up. Let me feel them for a bit. "she said.

"Okay you.....OH!" My train of thought and almost-acceptance of her proposal was interrupted by her small hands moving onto my breasts.... eagerly groping them. She used both hands to cup and squeeze my breasts. She rubbed her hands in little circles, intensifying the pressure, then backing off, then intensifying it again. This small creepy girl Ruby wasn't just grabbing my breasts. She was lightly massaging my breasts and admiring them. I was sighing occasionally, sometimes looking away, only to look back down at her hands doing their work on my boobs. My son Paul and my employee Grace were silently watching .


It was just awkward. I was just standing there stiff as a board while she was feeling up my boobs . Also my coat was over my shoulders(balancing a coat on your shoulders isn’t easy. Your shoulders must remain lifted, keeping the luxe fabric from slipping off and down your back.) She finally stopped rubbing my breasts and put her small hands on my waist and suggested we should go in my office.

I took my coat off and hung it on a coat hanger by the door. We walked into my office. Paul and Grace followed us. The  small ginger Ruby walked towards my desk and sat on my chair.  So i just stood there in the middle of my office, while she was fixing my computer. Then she said "Come round here. I fix it, but probably you don't want to lose this document , it's not saved "

I sighed and moved around my desk to stand beside her. As i bent forward at the waist to tap at the keyboard the small ugly ginger Ruby pushed my chair back a little to give me more room. Her re-positioning also gave her a much better view of my butt. I was bent over, with my ass jutting out towards her.

"No idea what you've done here, but thanks" i muttered under my breath as i tried to save the document.

I abruptly tensed, pausing my typing as i felt one of her small hands stroke over my right buttock. I grimaced slightly, but resuming my typing without saying anything to the weirdo Ruby about her straying hand.

"Come in a little closer," the pale small ginger Ruby instructed as her other hand came up to my ass. She gave my bottom a lightly squeeze through my  pants, filling each of her palms.

"I think that's it, thanks" I said after a moment more, during which her groping hands squeezed my ass.

"No need to thank me" the small creepy Ruby replied with a grin as she gave me a pat on my bottom. .

I quickly disentangled myself and moved out from behind my desk. Ruby got up.  We all walked out of my office.

Then all of a sudden  this really short like 5 ft 2  pale face  green eyes thin lips light brown haired with Chin-Length haircut woman in her mid 50s  my regular costumer Ruth entered the store .   Then the small ginger Ruby approached me from behind. I gasped as she put her arms around my waist.

My son Paul said, "Ruby is  admiring you mom. You are everything that she is  not. You are a massive woman. You are much taller and bigger than her. This fancy expensive clothes are so tight on you because of your body type. You are so sophisticated and elegant. Ruby is just fascinated with you. You always look so polished. You are a sophisticated, elegant, upper middle class, tall woman. Ruby is just fascinated with you. "

Ruby then slid her hands up my stomach, and grabbed both of my breasts. I gasped, but otherwise did nothing, as the small ginger Ruby reached around and kneaded both of my breasts, lifting and squeezing them. My head was up and my chest heaved out, as i got goosed and tit – fondled. We were standing in the middle of my own store.  This really short like 5 ft 2  pale face  green eyes thin lips light brown haired with Chin-Length haircut woman in her mid 50s  my regular costumer Ruth passed by, staring, then averting her eyes at the incongruous scene, the massive tall woman owner of the store standing still, letting the small skinny weird ugly  ginger girl to fondle her breasts. Once again  my regular costumer Ruth saw me standing there, my breasts being lifted, squeezed and jiggled, never trying to escape or force this weirdo girl Ruby away.





I had no defense against Ruby's hands. I was kinda hypnotized. She just kept rubbing, lifting and squeezing my breasts.
I felt vulnerable. I don't understand why, but I offered to the small ginger creepy girl Ruby that she could feel me any way she wanted for as long as she wanted and i wouldn't try to stop her. She asked " mrs Silvana i can grab your breasts and ass, for as long as i want, and you won't stop me?" I answered the only way i knew to avoid conflict. "yes, go ahead, touch me all you want, anywhere I swear, as long as i am fully clothed and you are touching me through clothes i don't mind. I don t feel nothing. I am totally numb. I am a heterosexual woman " She asked again," are you sure about that?"
I was near hysterics now and i answered "yes, absolutely. you can touch all you want. But I need to pee now ".

"Don t worry mrs Silvana, !"the small ginger Ruby said and finally removed her hands from my breasts. As i walked off towards the bathroom, she thanked me and went outside. My son Paul followed her like a puppy. They left. I got out of the bathroom. My regular costumer Ruth didn't buy anything and  left.

Incident #4.



Earlier today i was in my store. I was wearing a white long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into tight red satin pants and 5 inch red shoes. I had full make up on. My other employee Becca and this young woman my regular costumer were standing in the middle of my store and chatting. My son Paul and this small ginger girl Ruby walked into my store. Ruby said to me



"Hi Mrs Silvana. " I ignored her, turned my back on her and  I bent down to get a bottled water out of the cupboard.
The small creepy ginger Ruby quickly closed the gap and literally sank her small hands into my ass cheeks through my red satin pants. She gave them a good fondle and grope and a couple of squeezes before i shot upright and swung around.



"What are you doing !" i said, "get off me ... how dare you touch me like that in front of my costumer!"

She creepily smiled in return.

"Mrs Silvana the sight of your magnificently massive plump ass sticking up in the air as you bent down in these tight satin pants was almost too much to bear. You seem arrogant mrs Silvana, but you are not. You allowed me to touch you. "

"What are you talking about. I am not letting you. You are just touching me ?"

"You are obviously in denial. You allowed me because i am Paul's only true friend. .  " the small ginger Ruby was still creepily smiling.

"I have absolutely no idea what you're talking about. And get off those too!" i snapped.

Whilst we had been talking her right hand had tried to close around my left breast. It seemed to have gone up there of its own accord without small ginger Ruby consciously knowing about it. She removed her hand away took a step back, holding her hands up and out of the way. "Okay, okay. Chill!"



She stared at me, looking at my breasts(her face was exactly the level of my breasts.)
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" Ooh Mom. Groping between women isn't a big deal at all. Stop whining " to my surprise my own son Paul said. I was shocked by his response.

"I don't know Paul. anything that's harassment when a man does it is still harassment when a woman does it. That doesn't change just because it's coming from a different source. ." I replied.

"Don't be ridiculous mrs Silvana. I am not physically threatening to you at all .Also you are fully clothed, buttoned up to the top. It is not like i am trying to undress you " Ruby said and reached out cupping my left breast with her right hand. I looked incongruously at the hand touching me, and didn't know how to respond. Probably , she got even more brazen.

"Your tits feel fantastic. You are always so polished and shiny in this flashy satin clothes on your high heels. Your blouse is so tucked into your pants. " she continued her flattery as she lightly massaged my breast through my blouse and bra.


The small ginger Ruby reached up with her left hand, fondling both my tits. "I always prefer my blouses to be tucked in. It makes the look neater. What are you doing ?" I .asked.
I just stood there impassively, she continued lightly and slowly rubbing my breasts with both hands.

I looked down at this small skinny ugly girl Ruby who was squeezing both of my boobs and said, "I don t feel nothing. I am totally numb. I am a heterosexual woman"

The small ginger Ruby gave both tits one hard squeeze and said, "Oh probably you are 100% straight. I don't doubt. What is this? I feel something hard under your massive tits. Is It some kind of wire? "

"That is a part of my brassiere." i replied.
Ruby kept fondling both my breasts as she admired them. She started talking about her issues to this young woman my costumer and my employee Becca" Mrs Silvana is a good woman. I am just fascinated with her. I am just showing appreciation for her height, elegance and clothes. She is much taller and bigger than me. She is everything that i am not. She is a massive woman. She is a sophisticated, elegant, upper middle class, tall woman. I am just fascinated with her. " Then she continued talking about her fascination with me. She just kept rubbing and lightly squeezing my breasts while she was talking. My employee Becca, this young woman my costumer and my son Paul were silently listening to her.

" You shouldn't be doing this." I said meekly, knowing that I should be stopping her.




"Do you really want me to stop now? " Ruby asked, gave both my breasts one last squeeze and took a step back. Then I realized that the door was open , and other 2 women potential costumers have walked in and seen it all. I felt completely humiliated. Paul we gotta go. I need to eat" Ruby said loudly. She walked outside. My son Paul followed her like a puppy. I walked into my office, locked the door and sat down. I just wanted to be alone.

I am a  44 year old divorced heterosexual upper middle class woman. I am blessed with very large breasts, child bearing hips and big butt. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. I am big woman. I am 5 ft 11 and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes me HUGE! But I love my height and my curvy stature. I have gained weight over the years, but i carry  that chubbiness well.  I am always on high heels and full make up on. I have learnt to dress for my shape. I look best when I'm dressed up, 1950's style dresses, satin pencil skirts and other related nice silk and satin wear look good. I wear clothes that fit me properly. Most of my outfit are satin pant and skirt suits,satin patterns, satin coats and satin and silk blouses. I am dressing like this since i graduated college . It is my whole wardrobe. Its how i like to dress myself and that is my style. 


 
 I am rich from a wealthy family. I grew up rich. I am used to a lot of money and expensive things because of this. Also my ex husband was a successful businessman. We were married for over 18 years. From April 2003 until June 2021.  We have a 17 year old gay son.   




 For 18 years i was married to a man i thought i would grow old with and then he left me. Even though our marriage was always tough i did not want or expect the divorce. I begged him to reconsider, i offered to go to counseling, and even started going back to church. Nothing worked and i was devastated. So after the divorce   i moved with my son here in this new town. I bought a house. Three months ago i opened up an antique store. 


My gay son Paul is struggling in his new high school. I was   concerned about my 17-year old son Paul not having any friends. Not a single one. I was also worried about how he'll be treated by his peers. This is a very conservative state, and homosexuality isn't really as accepted here as in other more liberal areas such as New York or California. 


Incident #1

7 days ago i was standing in the middle of my store, chatting with my employee Grace . I was wearing a purple long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black satin pencil skirt, sheer black pantyhose and 5 inch heels purple shoes. I had full make up on.  My son walked in with this this really short like 5 ft 3 skinny ugly girl  . She had carrot-top red unkempt hair. She also had the pale skin typical of her coloring. A rash of pimples completed the picture.  My son introduced her to me

"Mom this is Ruby. She is my new friend. She is the leader of the gay clique in school. "

 "Wow mrs Silvana. You are exactly like they described you." this ginger midget Ruby said to me.  She was measuring me with her eyes as surely as a seamstress measures before she cuts.

" Who described me? " i asked her.



" Ooh. I can't say that. " she answered and continued talking. " You are so overdressed and shiny, exactly like they described you. You are such a massive woman. Your breasts look absolutely huge, even with your blouse buttoned up to the top. They are vaulting off your chest and being seen from your side and even behind you i can still see your breasts. Your butt is big and heart-shaped also. This fancy clothes are so tight on you because of your body type.

Your breasts are sooo large. They are massive. This blouse you are wearing is so tight fitting that stretches taut across your chest, it is buttoned up to the top but the buttons are almost threatening to pop free. Wow your bra size must be 40DD. On a shorter woman they would look cartoonish or disproportionately huge , but you are a giantess, so I knew that they are a double handful of natural massive breasts. ! I am fascinated with the size of your boobs. As you can see I am totally flat. My breasts are tiny. "




I didn't know how to respond to that. To my big surprise Ruby reached up and just grabbed both of my boobs with her both hands as i stood in front of the small ginger girl . Her face was exactly the level of my breasts" They are sooo massive," Ruby said loudly as she felt me up. "I have never felt anything like these big monsters. I have been staring at them on your FB photos for months! Now I am Paul's friend so i can squeeze them whenever I want. Mrs Silvana you are a great woman You are a good woman."

I felt humiliated as i let this small ginger Ruby to feel me  up. I felt embarrassed and self-conscious as i waited for her to stop. I was totally unprepared for that behavior from anyone. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. But I was one of the lucky ones that's never had her boobs grabbed, touched, or jiggled before. Probably because of my size and my bitch resting face. My lack of familiarity with this type of situations was not just limited to being groped either, as so far i had no involvement with lesbians at all.

This small ginger Ruby just kept feeling up and squeezing my breasts for 2/3 minutes or so!!!


Then finally this small ugly girl Ruby removed her hands from my breasts.
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Then small ginger Ruby surprised me again when she fell into my breasts, and she stroked my back telling me what a  good woman i am . Even when she reached down and squeezed  my bottom it seemed reassuring. I felt like this small ginger  Ruby respected me and wanted to make sure i didn't feel badly. Ruby was pressing her ugly pale face onto my boobs and squeezing my ass with her both hands, but i did not pull away. Instead i lost myself in the moment. My employee Grace was watching with a weirded look on her face.





 

Then these two women costumers walked in, .so small ginger Ruby stopped "hugging" me and she  went outside. My son followed her like a puppy. 

Incident #2.



Four days ago i arrived home from my store.  I was wearing a black cotton blazer over my shoulders, a red long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black cotton pencil skirt, sheer lace hold up nylon stockings and 5 inch heels red shoes. I had full make up on. I got out of the car. This short skinny creepy ginger girl Ruby walked out of my house. She came RUSHING up when she saw me. She said to me

"uuuu i love your blouse. Mrs Silvana you are always so elegant and over dressed. We hung out with Paul.  Your house is so luxurious and spacious. Just as a part of my hillbilly psychology I have a dumb question.

Why are you always so overdressed, on high heels with full make up on? Does your upbringing/parents status motivate you to always look good/dressed to the max, or is that something you do for yourself?" she asked me.

"I admit to you that my upbringing/parents status motivate me to always look good/dressed to the max.
I’ve just had to commit to being ‘the overdressed one’. I'm an extreme over-dresser, I never underdress. I just enjoy getting put together. It's a rare occasion to see me in athleisure or without my eyebrows done. For me, dressing in nice, coordinated outfits is a daily hobby and joy.

I am always the most dressed up person wherever I go. I get the "srhlzbth always looks so put together/ dressed up" comments a lot, and I just got used to it. I’m just the chronically overdressed person everywhere I go. But after people see you in nice clothes, jewelry, lipstick, on high heels etc a few times, they accept it as your usual look.


So I'm not gonna lie... I like dressing up, I probably waste a lot of time putting on makeup every single day, and I take way too long to shop. I just love to dress up. " I answered.


Than this weirdo small girl Ruby reached up and just placed her both hands on my collar bones and started rubbing up and down my upper breasts n the most awkward way( her  ugly face was exactly the level of my breasts). She said to me "Paul told me everything about your family. Your father comes from old money. He is a WASP. Your mother is part Norwegian American/ part Italian American. Her family is wealthy too.  You are a great woman.  You are so tall, big and soft. I am fascinated with your size. You are a colossal woman. " Then she continued asking me about my wardrobe, my style and such.

The whole time while we were talking she was patting my upper breasts with her both hands. We had the most awkward conversation, like really weird, long pauses.

Then this weird small ginger girl Ruby just lowered her both hands and started fully rubbing my breasts for a solid 3/4 minutes. I backed up and looked at her and she just kept rubbing. So fucking weird. She was patting and rubbing my breasts for like 3/4 minutes. She kept rubbing and feeling up my breasts while she was talking about her fascination with me. She just kept rubbing up and down my breasts with her both hands while she was explaining her fascination with my size to me.
It was just awkward. I was just standing there stiff as a board while she was feeling up my boobs . Also my blazer was over my shoulders(balancing a blazer on your shoulders isn’t easy. Your shoulders must remain lifted, keeping the luxe fabric from slipping off and down your back.) I was just standing there kind of awkwardly letting it happen. People have seen it happen. It was not particularly crowded on the street , probably about 3/4 people in sight, but I caught a few stares. I was humiliated by her. I was just standing there tall, still and silent  on my own driveway, letting it happen. Then she said "I gotta go. My mom is waiting for her pills" and finally stopped rubbing my breasts and walked away. I went inside  .

My son was sitting in the kitchen. I walked into the kitchen

"This ugly pervert midget Ruby your so called friend is groping me. She is just groping me. This weirdo groped me in  in front of you and Grace in my own store. She groped me now on my own driveway.  I never had my breasts or butt grabbed before by man or woman. What is wrong with this freak? I am strictly heterosexual. If a man did this to me it would pretty much constitute sexual harassment, but because she is a small tiny  ugly girl she thinks i will let her get away with it. I strongly suspect that i am targeted by this girl Ruby, maybe she befriended you just to grope me.

I have an overwhelming amount of attention from men. As long as I remember….I've attracted men like crazy. Usually, it's always lust is why they are so drawn to me. But I have never been groped by a strange man. Probably because of my bitch resting face. When I have a blank expression people assume that I'm in a bad mood.

These midget hideous girl Ruby is so invasive. I have never encountered this sort of person before. " I loudly complained to my son.

"Mom you are not the victim. You arrogant, spoiled, stuck up, upper middle class snob. Ruby is just fascinated with you. You are always dressed in these shiny  fancy clothes, on those 5inch heels, with full make up, with your hair up, with your huge boobs your, big ass ? You are  5ft11. Ruby is small and skinny. She is much shorter than you. Midget, as you call her. You arrogant overdressed cow" my son angrily responded.

I was shocked by his response to my rant. I answered " Well, Paul i don’t intend to dress in any particular ‘way’ for anyone. I just wear what I like. I wear clothes that fit me properly.  I don’t wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything i wear looks tight on me. Being tall and curvy draws attention on its own. This can be both positive and negative.  I am not trying to sound conceited at all, but my looks and body shape get me quite a lot of attention from men. It's been that way since I started developing as a young teenager, but i have never been groped by a strange man. Your  dyke midget friend is a  predator."

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" You are such a homophobe. You arrogant spoiled cow!!! " my own son yelled at me

" What are you talking about Paul. I am not homophobic, but I am strictly hetero. "i replied" As far as having intimacy with a woman? That s just something that I haven t done and will probably not do so. Im a straight woman never got turned on by a women. "



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My son Paul said, "If you are 100% straight, why don't you let Ruby to touch you? Think about it.  She is kinda masculine  but she is just a short, tiny, skinny, poor, girl. She is not tough and strong. You are physically stronger. Mom you are a big elegant upper middle class woman, 5ft11 tall on those 5inch shoes and curvy. Everything about you is big – your breasts, your butt, your thighs, your shoulders. Ruby is just fascinated with you. Just let her. I need this friendship. Ruby is a leader of the gay clique. I joined that group. Do you want to ruin that for me? Just let her.  Please take this as constructive suggestion."

"Maybe you are right. " i replied. My son Paul kinda persuaded me.