I am 16 now, got into it 3 months ago so was 16 at that time too. I do live with my mom and fantasize about her, i get off the humiliation from it i don't want to have sex with my mother though, so its kind of like just a fetish i have not attempted to fulfill it irl, probably can't cause adultery + mother of someone + traditional taboo about sex
Oh wow, this is really amazing!
Absolutely love the fact that you are lucky enough to have discovered this powerful fetish at 16, and I also find it very interesting that you are only 3 months in - in fact, I have a bunch of questions for you if you don't mind, because your situation (in regard to your age, living situation) is super fascinating to me and on top of that everything is still so fresh and present for you, so it's much easier to get a raw, authentic insight.
1. How did you get into this fetish? Was it a slow gradual thing (through stories, hentai, porn etc.) or did you suddenly stumble across this site?
2. How did it feel the first time you discovered the true hardcore mother-son-cuckold thing? The first time you actually pictured your own mother getting fucked, maybe even in front of you? Did it shock you? Was it hard to accept and embrace your feelings as a cuckson or did it immediately click for you?
3. Did you have (even vague) thoughts/feelings of this nature before? Or were you completely surprised by yourself being turned on by this?
4. Do you think about specific friends, classmates, teacher, maybe even bullies fucking your mom? I find this especially interesting, considering many erotica stories of this nature are set in an (high) school environment, so it must be unavoidable to picture yourself in those scenarios since that’s your daily environment.
5. What is your ultimate fantasy about your mom right now? If you had the magical chance to make one fantasy come true (without any real-life consequences), what would it be?
6. Do you get turned on or even hard in front of your mom now? Like do you picture her as a sexual being for other men now constantly, in your daily life? Or do you feel ashamed and try to separate your fantasies about her from the reality of being around her?
7. Do you exclusively jerk off to mommy-cuckold/bully-fantasies and material now? In your estimate what percentage of the times do you jerk off to fantasies about your actual own mother?
Sorry for going on like this, I hope, you have a chance to answer at least some of it - it would be so cool to hear the thoughts of a 16-year-old on this, and I bet others on here would appreciate it too, because in a way you are in a very envious position for many of us, who feel like, in hindsight, they would have been so fortunate if they had gotten to discover and accept their true desires much earlier in life.
Thank you!