I’m 23 now, I was in 8th grade when I started jerking off about this fetish. mine is different than most of your stories. i’m gay. ive always been gay, and I’ve always knows i’ve had a hot mom, as everyone makes comments on it. i used to think that that was the reason I was gay, was that my mom was hot so it turned me gay lol literally. and guys have always found my mom hot, I remember boys staring at her when she’d come volunteer in my class.
Anyway it wasn’t until middle school that it really started clicking to me that i was so attracted to men that could barely give me the time of day. And even worse, they’d each kill to fuck my mom. I had a lot of friends in hs, and id start to get really bitter bringing hot guys home that i’d find attractive and know that i’d have no chance with them, while they’d just be obviously gawking at my mother. even when id invite guys from grindr over, if they met my mom they’d flirt with her. For me i guess it’s a mix of both the humiliation and betrayal of my sweet mother fucking my friend, and then knowing i’ll never get that dick but my mom could get it easily.
I had one pervy friend in hs who’d let me suck his dick while i let him go through my moms shit. Anyway, I was a bit curious if there were any other faggot cuck sons out there with a similar experience