hello everyone,
i know this platform for a few weeks now but i never wrote anything because i didn't know what and i just enjoyed reading other posts but now i have something i want to write about!
today i shared my mom's photos to strangers on the internet for the very first time. it is something i wanted to do for a long time but i was very nervous and scared about it and always backed out. i know that many people do it but to me it is a really big step. i really love my mom and she is the most important person to me from all my heart and the risk that her photos land in the wrong hands and become dangerous for her or that she will find out is so scary to me. it still is. but the urge just got finally strong enough that i actually shared my mom to strangers today for the first time!!!
and oh my god it is so crazy. i can't even describe how intense it feels... i showed the photos of the most beloved person i have, the woman who gave me my life and raised me and cared for me, to total strangers who just see her as a fuck object. my hands were shaking so much and it felt so forbidden and bad. it was so crazy. but when they write after ACTUALLY seeing my mom that she is a filthy whore or a cock thirsty japwhore or dumb cunt it is so incredible. i don't know how to say it... they see my mom and think this nasty things and it makes me feel so horny and good. my mom is everything to me but to them she is just a dirty whore... it feels so intense. also because i believe then that people think this when they see my mom in reality everyday!
i can't stop thinking about it now. it made me almost sick because i was so nervous in the start but i know now that i will do it again. it is a so powerful experience. i make my own mom be a cock thirsty japwhore for strangers!!! it is so nasty and intense... and the nervousness and fear makes it even more arousing in some way you know? it is so forbidden but also so good!!!
i feel of course guilty to my mom a little bit. i know she would not like this probably... also i don't know how it will be when i see her the next time. maybe i will have a erection in front of her because i will think about it. i believe i will have a different view on her now because i know what men really think about her now. my mom is just a chink cunt in their eyes. it hurts me but it also makes me feel proud about her that they would fuck her and use her body. it is hard to describe...
i don't know if this was interesting for you people but i wanted to write this because it was a really crazy experience for me. maybe some of you also are afraid to do it and i want to say to you that it feels so incredible and intense and i will do it again. or maybe you have similiar experiences and feelings and want to share them? i would enjoy to read them of course. it is so exciting to me right now and i can't describe it enough. but this feeling is just incredible!
